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ugh
today was another week I worked 6 days. I can't keep this up much longer I get so tired. My fingers are swollen, my leg is swollen, my feet hurt, my kidneys are killing me. I'm falling apart, and all I hear about is how "Its selfish of me to stop working before I have to". Tim wants me to work till the week before the baby is born or longer! I just want to leave that place for screwing me like this. Yet somehow the family will suffer and its all my fault.
I fucking hate this shit. I feel as though I've paid my dues on high risk stressful pregnancies. I think I've made it 7 months into one of the most stressful situations on the face of the earth when do I get a break? When is something going to go my way? Why must there always be heartache and drama, why do I always get fucked? I can't take it UGH!
today was another week I worked 6 days. I can't keep this up much longer I get so tired. My fingers are swollen, my leg is swollen, my feet hurt, my kidneys are killing me. I'm falling apart, and all I hear about is how "Its selfish of me to stop working before I have to". Tim wants me to work till the week before the baby is born or longer! I just want to leave that place for screwing me like this. Yet somehow the family will suffer and its all my fault.
I fucking hate this shit. I feel as though I've paid my dues on high risk stressful pregnancies. I think I've made it 7 months into one of the most stressful situations on the face of the earth when do I get a break? When is something going to go my way? Why must there always be heartache and drama, why do I always get fucked? I can't take it UGH!