So antoher day in the neighborhood!
Well I had another sonogram today. Baby;s fine :) Weighs in at 8 ounces which is normal for 17 weeks. We found a blood clot in my plecenta today. The doctor says not to worry about that too much, clotting inside my uterus is a great thing, means I wont bleed to death. I just really need to take it easy, no lifting no getting upset ect ect. Baby is doing great though, very active and full of life. Maybe God will be nice and let me keep my baby and raise him with the other 3.
Oh yeah We also know what it is. I was really thinking that me having a son was never going to happen. I was wrong. Plain as day that is a boy. Actually we couldn't get a measurment on ANY extremities because he kept putting his pegub in our way. So, we have to get another sonogram, to make sure all hands feet and toes are intact, and measure the blood clot in my pelvis, and the new one in my plecenta.
I want to have my son, I want us both to survive. I want a happy healthy baby. I really sometimes get so pissed at the fact bad evil nasty people live in the millions every day and never have to fight to live. My son and I fight every day, and I try to do everything right.... What the hell was it that I did so wrong to deserve this diease... What nasty thing did I do to someone/ thing to have to fight for myself and an unborn child to live?
Oh yeah We also know what it is. I was really thinking that me having a son was never going to happen. I was wrong. Plain as day that is a boy. Actually we couldn't get a measurment on ANY extremities because he kept putting his pegub in our way. So, we have to get another sonogram, to make sure all hands feet and toes are intact, and measure the blood clot in my pelvis, and the new one in my plecenta.
I want to have my son, I want us both to survive. I want a happy healthy baby. I really sometimes get so pissed at the fact bad evil nasty people live in the millions every day and never have to fight to live. My son and I fight every day, and I try to do everything right.... What the hell was it that I did so wrong to deserve this diease... What nasty thing did I do to someone/ thing to have to fight for myself and an unborn child to live?