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today i worked
then went to "theisland" with chrissy and joe
then we watched big fish
im glad katie/brian/trevor arent mad at me. i thought they were ...but it was all just one big misunderstanding. <3
claire and megan.....i miss you guys..at first i thought we all just didnt want to talk to each other..and i know you guys get to see each other at field hockey. but i am jealous and we need a girly sleepover or something. cause yea...i hope you 2 dont hate mecand im sorry i have been hanging out with other people a lot....i love you guys too and just about everydayhas been awesome....but i havent given enough time to othr people like claire and megan and my famliy.
my mom really misses me. and i guess i miss her too i mean did much rather see my friends..but ithink shes lonely when im not home. haha..
oh my.
i really just cant believe im going to be a senior in high school
i am scared shitless.
ive been reading peoples xangasand everyones talking abou how their friends are all leaving for college and it so sad. and i dont want that time next year to come aroud when its my turn
i mean im really excitd about thecollege expereiece and all bu i dont want things to change and i dont want to forget things
im afraid of growing up
after college
people have to be adults. thats no fun.
then u get old and thats even less fun
and then you die and that sucks.
Wanna be young - the rest of my life
Never say no - try anything twice
Til the angels come - and ask me to fly
Gonna be 18 til I die - 18 til I die
Can't live forever - that's wishful thinkin'
Who ever said that - must of bin' drinkin'
Don't wanna grow up - I don't see why
I couldn't care less if time flies by
18 til I die - gonna be 18 til I die
Ya it sure feels good to be alive
Someday I'll be 18 goin' on 55! - 18 til I die
Anyway - I just wanna say
Why bother with what happened yesterday
That's not my style - I live for the minute
If ya wanna stay young - get both feet in it - 18 til I die
A 'lil bit of this - a 'lil bit of that
'Lil bit of everything - get ya right on track
It's not how ya look, it's what ya feel inside
Don't care how - don't need ta know why
Don't worry 'bout the future
Forget about the past
Gonna have a ball - ya gonna have a blast
Gonna make it last
then went to "theisland" with chrissy and joe
then we watched big fish
im glad katie/brian/trevor arent mad at me. i thought they were ...but it was all just one big misunderstanding. <3
claire and megan.....i miss you guys..at first i thought we all just didnt want to talk to each other..and i know you guys get to see each other at field hockey. but i am jealous and we need a girly sleepover or something. cause yea...i hope you 2 dont hate mecand im sorry i have been hanging out with other people a lot....i love you guys too and just about everydayhas been awesome....but i havent given enough time to othr people like claire and megan and my famliy.
my mom really misses me. and i guess i miss her too i mean did much rather see my friends..but ithink shes lonely when im not home. haha..
oh my.
i really just cant believe im going to be a senior in high school
i am scared shitless.
ive been reading peoples xangasand everyones talking abou how their friends are all leaving for college and it so sad. and i dont want that time next year to come aroud when its my turn
i mean im really excitd about thecollege expereiece and all bu i dont want things to change and i dont want to forget things
im afraid of growing up
after college
people have to be adults. thats no fun.
then u get old and thats even less fun
and then you die and that sucks.
Wanna be young - the rest of my life
Never say no - try anything twice
Til the angels come - and ask me to fly
Gonna be 18 til I die - 18 til I die
Can't live forever - that's wishful thinkin'
Who ever said that - must of bin' drinkin'
Don't wanna grow up - I don't see why
I couldn't care less if time flies by
18 til I die - gonna be 18 til I die
Ya it sure feels good to be alive
Someday I'll be 18 goin' on 55! - 18 til I die
Anyway - I just wanna say
Why bother with what happened yesterday
That's not my style - I live for the minute
If ya wanna stay young - get both feet in it - 18 til I die
A 'lil bit of this - a 'lil bit of that
'Lil bit of everything - get ya right on track
It's not how ya look, it's what ya feel inside
Don't care how - don't need ta know why
Don't worry 'bout the future
Forget about the past
Gonna have a ball - ya gonna have a blast
Gonna make it last