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Talking to my darling jess and several other friends back home for the past few days have been highly therapeutic. I love you dii, I love you nickybutt, I love you z and em, I love you lq, I love you rachel, I love you deborah, I love you jove, I love you sam and I love you jess!!! (: Despite the pile of work waiting for me to conquer and be slashed off my long list of to-dos, I am feeling amazingly stress-free. I dont know, I just feel so happy because I love my friends and I dont care nuts about anything else! If opportunities are mine, then they are but if they are not, then there's always stuff for everyone so there's really no need to panic! So yay, I caught myself in a good mood together and I am glad that I am recording this down!
Also, finally received an update phone call from Priya yesterday. I am working for this charity based in india at the moment, where I do research and development work from home to support their art exhibition fundraising and publicity event next year, and Priya is the lady boo in-charge. To be fair, despite just starting this voluntary experience, it has been so satisfying emotionally for me! I am just so inspired by this capable and kind-hearted lady, who founded the charity single-handedly. She has to give lectures in Bristol as a professor and multi-task on fundraising for the charity at the same time. Truly truly inspired. Makes me feel like I can do anything too if I feel strongly enough towards the cause. But anyway, that also means more work to handle but I am totally enjoying the process of still giving while studying at the same time. Life can be meaning in such simple ways.
Actually, yesterday was...
Whole day of restlessness.
Still suffering from boyfriend withdrawal symptoms. I am quite embarrassed to admit that I have now become one of those annoying girls who won't shut up about their boyfriend in almost every 10 sentences of conversations. Well, you have to understand though, I practically was living with him the whole year last year and hence whatever I did, we did them together. Fun times, good times, bad times... Oh well, I miss them all and baby, do make a list please! I would really love that. (: Skype session yesterday wasnt great, but I guess we just have to blame it on the fact that we talk about such cultural and political issues all the time and being stubborn, none of us buys the other person's views ever so I will try to end it by refusing to listen to you. lol, though I do know what your views are okay! I just dont want to defend my views, it's tiring and you know how shallow I can be sometimes! But anyway, I hope you had a good day today baby and playing with Victor and Bastien (or just Victor?) wasn't that stressful and was poo-free! MUACKS.
Great you just came online! ((:
Also, actually the main reason why I am LJing is because I was looking at my past year facebook photos and hell, how have I gotten so fat last year? It's quite painful to look at and my face was like a fishball. Ok, it still is quite a fishball now but at least I think I am back to normal now. (: Dieting does work alright, just need strong resolution! Actually, I think it's just because of the change in hairstyle. Yes, that's probably why. Maybe I should have kept my hair short all along and be a boy.
Havent been posting photos for ageeeeees but here's a few... I think I just cannot bring myself to take that many pictures in britain. Baby, even though we are not tourists, we still need pictures together as memories! I have a very bad memory! (X
Happy as a lark, as long as the sun's shining, baby is with me, and the pitcher plant's eating nasty insects. Alright, pathetic plant i know.
My new jacket is not CHINA FASHION!
DOPE. LOL TTM
The other night, the 3 of us decided to have nice szechuan food and then mini impromptu pub crawl. was amazing but I kept falling asleep -.-. Warning: A series of horrifying low resolution ghost-like iphone photos ahead. See that picture above? that's taken with my nokia X3, it's shit but not as shit as iphone's camera. I am not anti-iphone ok, yes I am just jealous.
How scary do I look? Muahaha
Can never be as good as Kaian on this tongue pose.
Alright. The plastic thingy on my glasses, the small bit which rest on my nose, fell of today and I had to reattach it using super glue. Also, I have been punishing myself by not wearing contacts for at least 2 weeks (actually supposed to be one month but I dont think I can last) because I accidentally threw my new pair of monthly contacts down the sink! I have 2 different pairs of coloured and non-coloured lenses hence I was just confused... Oh well, at least I have cool glasses with superglue on it now.
These games you play, they are gonna end it more than tears someday,
.... It shouldnt ever have to end this way...
This song is driving me crazy now. It's cool.
Also, finally received an update phone call from Priya yesterday. I am working for this charity based in india at the moment, where I do research and development work from home to support their art exhibition fundraising and publicity event next year, and Priya is the lady boo in-charge. To be fair, despite just starting this voluntary experience, it has been so satisfying emotionally for me! I am just so inspired by this capable and kind-hearted lady, who founded the charity single-handedly. She has to give lectures in Bristol as a professor and multi-task on fundraising for the charity at the same time. Truly truly inspired. Makes me feel like I can do anything too if I feel strongly enough towards the cause. But anyway, that also means more work to handle but I am totally enjoying the process of still giving while studying at the same time. Life can be meaning in such simple ways.
Actually, yesterday was...
Whole day of restlessness.
Still suffering from boyfriend withdrawal symptoms. I am quite embarrassed to admit that I have now become one of those annoying girls who won't shut up about their boyfriend in almost every 10 sentences of conversations. Well, you have to understand though, I practically was living with him the whole year last year and hence whatever I did, we did them together. Fun times, good times, bad times... Oh well, I miss them all and baby, do make a list please! I would really love that. (: Skype session yesterday wasnt great, but I guess we just have to blame it on the fact that we talk about such cultural and political issues all the time and being stubborn, none of us buys the other person's views ever so I will try to end it by refusing to listen to you. lol, though I do know what your views are okay! I just dont want to defend my views, it's tiring and you know how shallow I can be sometimes! But anyway, I hope you had a good day today baby and playing with Victor and Bastien (or just Victor?) wasn't that stressful and was poo-free! MUACKS.
Great you just came online! ((:
Also, actually the main reason why I am LJing is because I was looking at my past year facebook photos and hell, how have I gotten so fat last year? It's quite painful to look at and my face was like a fishball. Ok, it still is quite a fishball now but at least I think I am back to normal now. (: Dieting does work alright, just need strong resolution! Actually, I think it's just because of the change in hairstyle. Yes, that's probably why. Maybe I should have kept my hair short all along and be a boy.
Havent been posting photos for ageeeeees but here's a few... I think I just cannot bring myself to take that many pictures in britain. Baby, even though we are not tourists, we still need pictures together as memories! I have a very bad memory! (X
Happy as a lark, as long as the sun's shining, baby is with me, and the pitcher plant's eating nasty insects. Alright, pathetic plant i know.
My new jacket is not CHINA FASHION!
DOPE. LOL TTM
The other night, the 3 of us decided to have nice szechuan food and then mini impromptu pub crawl. was amazing but I kept falling asleep -.-. Warning: A series of horrifying low resolution ghost-like iphone photos ahead. See that picture above? that's taken with my nokia X3, it's shit but not as shit as iphone's camera. I am not anti-iphone ok, yes I am just jealous.
How scary do I look? Muahaha
Can never be as good as Kaian on this tongue pose.
Alright. The plastic thingy on my glasses, the small bit which rest on my nose, fell of today and I had to reattach it using super glue. Also, I have been punishing myself by not wearing contacts for at least 2 weeks (actually supposed to be one month but I dont think I can last) because I accidentally threw my new pair of monthly contacts down the sink! I have 2 different pairs of coloured and non-coloured lenses hence I was just confused... Oh well, at least I have cool glasses with superglue on it now.
These games you play, they are gonna end it more than tears someday,
.... It shouldnt ever have to end this way...
This song is driving me crazy now. It's cool.