what the fuck
fuck you, world. fuck you.
I looked forward to the past week for months. The day I step foot here I wanted to go back. I should have never come, because it fucked up so much more than any good that may have come out of it in any way.
i regret it. that undo button would come in handy right about now. but i also regret everything that happened between us to a degree. i suppose it's better than the other regret I'm feeling of not getting what I want, but this is pretty bad.
i most definitely regret it. and I thought this would be good and fun, but I'm regretting it so much right now to the point of breakdown that I just can't stand this place anymore. Can't stand this room, can't stand this city, can't stand this area, I'm going crazy. There's a flight that leaves just after 7am today, but can't do it, pissed off. What the fuck made me decide to leave on Sunday instead?
I looked forward to the past week for months. The day I step foot here I wanted to go back. I should have never come, because it fucked up so much more than any good that may have come out of it in any way.
i regret it. that undo button would come in handy right about now. but i also regret everything that happened between us to a degree. i suppose it's better than the other regret I'm feeling of not getting what I want, but this is pretty bad.
i most definitely regret it. and I thought this would be good and fun, but I'm regretting it so much right now to the point of breakdown that I just can't stand this place anymore. Can't stand this room, can't stand this city, can't stand this area, I'm going crazy. There's a flight that leaves just after 7am today, but can't do it, pissed off. What the fuck made me decide to leave on Sunday instead?