Ever wonder reasoning? If Ignorance sometimes is better?
I sometimes sit here and wonder that.. may be if I didn't know something. May be if I didn't add up the dates and just let time run into each other... that I'd be happier.
Sucks I just read something that .. I know if I didn't.. I wouldn't be feeling this way right now. I was happy, then BAM! It broke me down into this huge doubting stage.
I kind of want to start over. But that's a futile wish. I kind of want to smack the past in with the future and just be like wtf. But that's not happening.
I just want the old emotions done I guess. The worries. The doubts.
Insecurity.
I like peanuts btw. And Ramon noodles. Well.. I like pagetti period. And I Ninja. And I'm just BSing this now bc there is so much on my mind.
I wish when i hear words.. I could trust them 100% and know that Those words are trustable 100%
It sucks when I wonder though. I hate it.
I've said it before.. I'll say it again.. I wonder if things would be easier if just back to basics.. friends and all that jazz. But I know it would never happen. I know in too many instences too many emotions are involved.
BAH!! I'm tired of thinking about all this junkaroo. I'm out
Sucks I just read something that .. I know if I didn't.. I wouldn't be feeling this way right now. I was happy, then BAM! It broke me down into this huge doubting stage.
I kind of want to start over. But that's a futile wish. I kind of want to smack the past in with the future and just be like wtf. But that's not happening.
I just want the old emotions done I guess. The worries. The doubts.
Insecurity.
I like peanuts btw. And Ramon noodles. Well.. I like pagetti period. And I Ninja. And I'm just BSing this now bc there is so much on my mind.
I wish when i hear words.. I could trust them 100% and know that Those words are trustable 100%
It sucks when I wonder though. I hate it.
I've said it before.. I'll say it again.. I wonder if things would be easier if just back to basics.. friends and all that jazz. But I know it would never happen. I know in too many instences too many emotions are involved.
BAH!! I'm tired of thinking about all this junkaroo. I'm out