Arachibutyrophobia- Fear of peanut butter sticking to the roof of the mouth
I wonder if there is a fear of thinsg sticking to your heart.
So I don't know. SO much is happening, and reading Blue Eye's journal, it's got me thinking even more. I almost feel like i'm back in the F situation... we're keeping it F.. and if you know/want to know then ask. but for now.. it's F
Anyway. I went 4 days without talking to him. And it was hard as hell. THat's all I say about that.
But it's weird the place I'm in now, bc I don't know if it was a good idea or not, and normally i'm fine with it. It's little things though. I don't expect anything past respect and openness... But people have different views and everything about respect, so it's a weird thing. My respect is putting in perspective how someone will feel, and it's a good thing...
and a bad thing. It gets me hurt and I'm trying to figure out a middle ground where I can still be like that, bc I LIKE being like that, yet still go out and get the most out of life.
It doesn't work that way though I guses. Bc I still end up holding back, or missing out, or walking away from something.
I think I've gotten to a pretty good point where... I'm happy with things going the way they are, and I'm trying to figure out how to get to people, or keep people I care about...
and how to really enjoy things around me.
I saw eternal sunshine for a spotless mind last night. I heard about it, and was told about it over and over, and I saw it with someone that made me think more about it... just like it made him think when he saw it. It's kind of weird...
I'm trying not to read too much into things now-a-days, yet I'm trying to figure things out. It's a hard thing to do and lately, i've been worried bc all my energy has been gone bc of everything...
notice how when you're happy.. or kopesetic, you have more energy?? Funny thing i tell you.
Anyway. there is a bunch of other stuff on my mind... more touchy stuff that I may make public... may not. not sure. But for now I'm gonna go eat some waffles and put all my worries into food.. cuz you know I have a tendancy to do that.
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So I don't know. SO much is happening, and reading Blue Eye's journal, it's got me thinking even more. I almost feel like i'm back in the F situation... we're keeping it F.. and if you know/want to know then ask. but for now.. it's F
Anyway. I went 4 days without talking to him. And it was hard as hell. THat's all I say about that.
But it's weird the place I'm in now, bc I don't know if it was a good idea or not, and normally i'm fine with it. It's little things though. I don't expect anything past respect and openness... But people have different views and everything about respect, so it's a weird thing. My respect is putting in perspective how someone will feel, and it's a good thing...
and a bad thing. It gets me hurt and I'm trying to figure out a middle ground where I can still be like that, bc I LIKE being like that, yet still go out and get the most out of life.
It doesn't work that way though I guses. Bc I still end up holding back, or missing out, or walking away from something.
I think I've gotten to a pretty good point where... I'm happy with things going the way they are, and I'm trying to figure out how to get to people, or keep people I care about...
and how to really enjoy things around me.
I saw eternal sunshine for a spotless mind last night. I heard about it, and was told about it over and over, and I saw it with someone that made me think more about it... just like it made him think when he saw it. It's kind of weird...
I'm trying not to read too much into things now-a-days, yet I'm trying to figure things out. It's a hard thing to do and lately, i've been worried bc all my energy has been gone bc of everything...
notice how when you're happy.. or kopesetic, you have more energy?? Funny thing i tell you.
Anyway. there is a bunch of other stuff on my mind... more touchy stuff that I may make public... may not. not sure. But for now I'm gonna go eat some waffles and put all my worries into food.. cuz you know I have a tendancy to do that.
Which File Extension are You?