I can't think of a title.
I was expecting a fun filled holiday but so far what I've been doing is wake up at 8am to wash clothes,do other house chores,cook,clean/tidy my room,watch Taiwanese drama on Youtube,go out with friends,attended cousin's wedding,hang out with Okcupid guy & just watching tv at home.
Right now I'm so bored I think I feel like working part time. But of course I don't think anyone wants to hire someone who would only work for a week plus & I'm also lazy to find a job.
Sigh. I was looking forward to holidays because my 2nd semester was pretty tiring & hectic. Meeting up with friends who came back from overseas for their holidays is gooooood. But I just don't feel the vibe you know,like how you wanna jump with joy when you see them & hug them so tightly. Everything that I pictured would happen didn't exactly happened.
Its not that I'm not enjoying my holidays,but I feel the pace is rather slow & dull. =,=
Now I wish class starts tomorrow,at least I have something to look forward to.
But I don't want my classes to start so soon because by then.....
1) My friends will fly back to Australia/Indonesia/Sabah to resume their studies.
2) The slut is going to the States for 2 years to study as well. T________T Who am I supposed to turn to when I need to have a massive bitching or emo session? T_______________T
3) Assignments & waking up early.
4) Somebody will be back in Melbourne.
5) I'll be turning 21. God I'm old. I get alot of "How/Where are you gonna celebrate?". Frankly speaking,I'm not a big fan of birthday parties when it comes to me myself celebrating it. Since young,I was taught that on my birthday,my Mommy suffered the most to bring me here so the right way to celebrate my birthday is not to hold an extravagant birthday party,rather,make or buy a present for my Mommy. She still keeps the cards that I made. =)
Yeahhh,so I don't think turning 21 is a big deal. I rather just have a quiet dinner with family & close friends than party the night away & test my alcohol tolerance.Okay that sounds boring but I think its whom you spend your birthday with is more important than how or where.
Hmm speaking of alcohol,I must remember not to drink any with an empty stomach. Last night while watching the Man Utd game with Okcupid guy I had a glass of err....grape + lil alcohol drink. Well I wasn't hungry just that I ate quite lil during dinner since my relatives said I gained a few pounds. =( So the drink was fine until I finished the whole glass & I started feeling abit light headed when I was in the washroom. & my stomach had this empty sensation telling me that I was hungry. =(
Sis : So you slept in his car on the way back?
Me : Err,yeah. Was resting my eyes & try not to feel dizzy but felt asleep pulak.
Sis : Huh?? So berani ah you,later if he take you some where & sell you off to other people how??
Me : -_-"
I don't feel like blogging about the dates because when I blog about relationship matters I usually jinx em. Ugh benci.
All I can say is......so far so good. =)
I've been blog hopping much much more frequently nowadays & I really don't like the idea of people (like me) reading others' blogs without them knowing. So far my favourite blogger is Suet Li & I read her EVERYDAY gosh I sound like a stalker but hey I am wtf. I'm influenced by her regarding the use of "wtf" which is reallyyyyy useful when you wanna let someone know you are being sarcastic wtf. Okay thats not how you are supposed to use it wtf. OKAY STOP STOP STOP. Kenny Sia at times just to read his travel logs since my other lifelong dream besides settling down with a special someone & live happily ever after with 4 kids is to travel around. & a few others just for pictures.
I'm thinking of locking up this blog but it seems that after clicking on several buttons on this page I found out I have to edit all entries one by one & make them private or for friends only to view em. Ya Allah troublesome nye.
So I'm thinking of creating another LiveJournal account & start all over again.
Right now,I have no idea who is reading my blog besides my few close friends whom I gave the link to. & like I mentioned,I don't like the idea of random people reading other random bloggers' blogs. Its damn weird because its like I see this guy in Uni & I'll be thinking "Hmmm I knew what he did last Saturday because I came across his girlfriend's/cousin's/sister's/neighbour's blog."
Okay I'll start thinking of a name for my new blog. I'll miss this blog since it documented all my 3 break ups wtf. & all the sad-stupid-fell-for-jerks entries. & also......memories for the past 2 years. *shrugs*
But every beginning has an ending. The moon will not always be full. (own proverb wtf) Okay can't think of anything else to write,maybe I'll end this with a last entry summarizing what happened in my life during 2007 .
Tll then.
Right now I'm so bored I think I feel like working part time. But of course I don't think anyone wants to hire someone who would only work for a week plus & I'm also lazy to find a job.
Sigh. I was looking forward to holidays because my 2nd semester was pretty tiring & hectic. Meeting up with friends who came back from overseas for their holidays is gooooood. But I just don't feel the vibe you know,like how you wanna jump with joy when you see them & hug them so tightly. Everything that I pictured would happen didn't exactly happened.
Its not that I'm not enjoying my holidays,but I feel the pace is rather slow & dull. =,=
Now I wish class starts tomorrow,at least I have something to look forward to.
But I don't want my classes to start so soon because by then.....
1) My friends will fly back to Australia/Indonesia/Sabah to resume their studies.
2) The slut is going to the States for 2 years to study as well. T________T Who am I supposed to turn to when I need to have a massive bitching or emo session? T_______________T
3) Assignments & waking up early.
4) Somebody will be back in Melbourne.
5) I'll be turning 21. God I'm old. I get alot of "How/Where are you gonna celebrate?". Frankly speaking,I'm not a big fan of birthday parties when it comes to me myself celebrating it. Since young,I was taught that on my birthday,my Mommy suffered the most to bring me here so the right way to celebrate my birthday is not to hold an extravagant birthday party,rather,make or buy a present for my Mommy. She still keeps the cards that I made. =)
Yeahhh,so I don't think turning 21 is a big deal. I rather just have a quiet dinner with family & close friends than party the night away & test my alcohol tolerance.Okay that sounds boring but I think its whom you spend your birthday with is more important than how or where.
Hmm speaking of alcohol,I must remember not to drink any with an empty stomach. Last night while watching the Man Utd game with Okcupid guy I had a glass of err....grape + lil alcohol drink. Well I wasn't hungry just that I ate quite lil during dinner since my relatives said I gained a few pounds. =( So the drink was fine until I finished the whole glass & I started feeling abit light headed when I was in the washroom. & my stomach had this empty sensation telling me that I was hungry. =(
Sis : So you slept in his car on the way back?
Me : Err,yeah. Was resting my eyes & try not to feel dizzy but felt asleep pulak.
Sis : Huh?? So berani ah you,later if he take you some where & sell you off to other people how??
Me : -_-"
I don't feel like blogging about the dates because when I blog about relationship matters I usually jinx em. Ugh benci.
All I can say is......so far so good. =)
I've been blog hopping much much more frequently nowadays & I really don't like the idea of people (like me) reading others' blogs without them knowing. So far my favourite blogger is Suet Li & I read her EVERYDAY gosh I sound like a stalker but hey I am wtf. I'm influenced by her regarding the use of "wtf" which is reallyyyyy useful when you wanna let someone know you are being sarcastic wtf. Okay thats not how you are supposed to use it wtf. OKAY STOP STOP STOP. Kenny Sia at times just to read his travel logs since my other lifelong dream besides settling down with a special someone & live happily ever after with 4 kids is to travel around. & a few others just for pictures.
I'm thinking of locking up this blog but it seems that after clicking on several buttons on this page I found out I have to edit all entries one by one & make them private or for friends only to view em. Ya Allah troublesome nye.
So I'm thinking of creating another LiveJournal account & start all over again.
Right now,I have no idea who is reading my blog besides my few close friends whom I gave the link to. & like I mentioned,I don't like the idea of random people reading other random bloggers' blogs. Its damn weird because its like I see this guy in Uni & I'll be thinking "Hmmm I knew what he did last Saturday because I came across his girlfriend's/cousin's/sister's/neighbour's blog."
Okay I'll start thinking of a name for my new blog. I'll miss this blog since it documented all my 3 break ups wtf. & all the sad-stupid-fell-for-jerks entries. & also......memories for the past 2 years. *shrugs*
But every beginning has an ending. The moon will not always be full. (own proverb wtf) Okay can't think of anything else to write,maybe I'll end this with a last entry summarizing what happened in my life during 2007 .
Tll then.