Of relationships.
Ish I find it damn annoying la when you try to view someone's profile but you can't. I mean whats the point of having Facebook when you just wanna display your teeny weeny pic there for people to see?? Simply want people to poke only la pfft poke whores.
Omigod I'm refreshing my homapage every 5 minutes. =,="
Ish geram,I should log off la. But its so nice to know that someone has serenaded me.....aww......eventhough its done virtually ahaha.
Anyway,before I start to write my 3000 words term paper,I want to blog about something which I think is pretty personal & not as random as the previous few entries. Hmm,how should I put it? Dunno la,like haven't been posting any serious issue entries.
Nowadays when I browse through people's profile, the thing that really pisses me off is when a boyfriend & a girlfriend send each other those lovey dovey comments. Okay not including those once in a blue moon "I love you honey" or "You are the best thing that ever happened in my life" but I'm talking bout those daily basis every hour 2 comments kinda thing.
Why? Do you really have to announce to the entire world that you are in love? Whats the big deal of having a girlfriend/boyfriend?
Now I find all these comments a tad too superficial because love is about action not just posting comments. I'm not sure whether I'm the right person to even talk about matters of the heart because the duration of my previous 3 relationships only lasted not more than half a year.
No not one,ALL 3 combined together. Damn pathetic la if I were to elaborate the history to my potential future husband.
But anyway,thats partially the point. So what if the couple breaks up? How would they feel if they look back at what they wrote?
Its plain silly la. Maybe I've grown thats why all these do not appeal to me anymore. Recently theres this guy who sends me forwarded messages everyday & calls whenever he feels like talking to me. He also like to keep track on what am I doing from time to time. I haven't been reporting to someone about my daily activities since erm,I dunno,3 years ago? He reminds me of my highschool days,where girls will giggle & pass their handphones around just to show their friends what did their crush/boyfriends sent them. Then they will try to sms their honeybuns every hour to keep them updated regarding what they are up to. SMS-ing your crush or lover was HUGE. Its like people might die if you take away their handphones for a day.
I want something real,someone who loves me for who I am & not just proclaiming their undying love in an conventional way but in the end they rip your heart to pieces. I have no idea how a simple request would turn into something so complicated. Of course many people would say "Sure what is so hard to love someone for who they are?"
I've experienced ths issue twice. I thought being in a relationship is equivalent to being honest with each other but heck no. Once you are honest,they start to become doubtful. Its like "Damn should I really tolerate all these?" Then the common men defence mechanism will slowly kick in (if there is such thing) & in order to prevent themselves from going through unnecessary procedures just to get intimate with their girlfriends they do the "ditch & run".
I envy those who found their soulmates. Those couples who need not say a thing yet they know exactly whats going through each others mind,those who have the patient to deal with arguments & accept each others' differences,those who would hold each others hands & grow old together.
I wish.....upon a lucky star........
Omigod the effects of Facebook-ing for a whole day. Facebook is evillllllllllllllllllllllll.
Omigod I'm refreshing my homapage every 5 minutes. =,="
Ish geram,I should log off la. But its so nice to know that someone has serenaded me.....aww......eventhough its done virtually ahaha.
Anyway,before I start to write my 3000 words term paper,I want to blog about something which I think is pretty personal & not as random as the previous few entries. Hmm,how should I put it? Dunno la,like haven't been posting any serious issue entries.
Nowadays when I browse through people's profile, the thing that really pisses me off is when a boyfriend & a girlfriend send each other those lovey dovey comments. Okay not including those once in a blue moon "I love you honey" or "You are the best thing that ever happened in my life" but I'm talking bout those daily basis every hour 2 comments kinda thing.
Why? Do you really have to announce to the entire world that you are in love? Whats the big deal of having a girlfriend/boyfriend?
Now I find all these comments a tad too superficial because love is about action not just posting comments. I'm not sure whether I'm the right person to even talk about matters of the heart because the duration of my previous 3 relationships only lasted not more than half a year.
No not one,ALL 3 combined together. Damn pathetic la if I were to elaborate the history to my potential future husband.
But anyway,thats partially the point. So what if the couple breaks up? How would they feel if they look back at what they wrote?
Its plain silly la. Maybe I've grown thats why all these do not appeal to me anymore. Recently theres this guy who sends me forwarded messages everyday & calls whenever he feels like talking to me. He also like to keep track on what am I doing from time to time. I haven't been reporting to someone about my daily activities since erm,I dunno,3 years ago? He reminds me of my highschool days,where girls will giggle & pass their handphones around just to show their friends what did their crush/boyfriends sent them. Then they will try to sms their honeybuns every hour to keep them updated regarding what they are up to. SMS-ing your crush or lover was HUGE. Its like people might die if you take away their handphones for a day.
I want something real,someone who loves me for who I am & not just proclaiming their undying love in an conventional way but in the end they rip your heart to pieces. I have no idea how a simple request would turn into something so complicated. Of course many people would say "Sure what is so hard to love someone for who they are?"
I've experienced ths issue twice. I thought being in a relationship is equivalent to being honest with each other but heck no. Once you are honest,they start to become doubtful. Its like "Damn should I really tolerate all these?" Then the common men defence mechanism will slowly kick in (if there is such thing) & in order to prevent themselves from going through unnecessary procedures just to get intimate with their girlfriends they do the "ditch & run".
I envy those who found their soulmates. Those couples who need not say a thing yet they know exactly whats going through each others mind,those who have the patient to deal with arguments & accept each others' differences,those who would hold each others hands & grow old together.
I wish.....upon a lucky star........
Omigod the effects of Facebook-ing for a whole day. Facebook is evillllllllllllllllllllllll.