nonreality
I feel so cut off. That's the way I've been lately. I was in New York with my brother and had plans and all that, but life was just..moving too fast.
I auditioned for roles.. I partied almost everynight..I just..moved.
My career has been full of ups and downs, but right now it's stuck. That's the only word I can think of. I'm getting older, but not any taller *laughs* Kind of limits roles. People look at my resume and immedietly think I could never play a disturbed mass murderer or the "out of this world" beauty model person..I'm not saying I necessarily want those roles, but I'd like not to be passed over at a glance. Maybe I'm not some "beauty" or not a real teenager or whatever, but I hate being Stuck.
Havoc is still questionable. The movie is being bumped around and none of us are completely sure it has a chance. So what if it has nudiety. Deal! (look back some entries if you want to know more)
Love Surreal is also being bumped back now..not the greatest thing. I have 5 projects in post production. 2 pushed back. 1 that is questioned..*sigh*
Woah..went of course there a bit. So anyways about the parties and that I've been drowning my sorrows and living it up. Met my friend Tina's boyfriend and went back into the whole "I don't have a boyfriend" thing and just drank more. Not usually that good for me to do, but hey...I was in New York.
Last lines are always hard to come up with so heres mine...
I auditioned for roles.. I partied almost everynight..I just..moved.
My career has been full of ups and downs, but right now it's stuck. That's the only word I can think of. I'm getting older, but not any taller *laughs* Kind of limits roles. People look at my resume and immedietly think I could never play a disturbed mass murderer or the "out of this world" beauty model person..I'm not saying I necessarily want those roles, but I'd like not to be passed over at a glance. Maybe I'm not some "beauty" or not a real teenager or whatever, but I hate being Stuck.
Havoc is still questionable. The movie is being bumped around and none of us are completely sure it has a chance. So what if it has nudiety. Deal! (look back some entries if you want to know more)
Love Surreal is also being bumped back now..not the greatest thing. I have 5 projects in post production. 2 pushed back. 1 that is questioned..*sigh*
Woah..went of course there a bit. So anyways about the parties and that I've been drowning my sorrows and living it up. Met my friend Tina's boyfriend and went back into the whole "I don't have a boyfriend" thing and just drank more. Not usually that good for me to do, but hey...I was in New York.
Last lines are always hard to come up with so heres mine...