Work, Sleep, and...Love?
Okay boredom has set in. I did most of my takes, but they were SLOW going. There were tons of on the spot changes. I fumbled ovr almost all of my lines on Thursday. The whole cast was tired and we just wanted to go back to our nice little hotel rooms or houses and fall into a DEEP DEEp DEEP slumber. Too bad that didn't happen!
I worked almost 72 hours straight, which normally I could take, but it was just so depressing. I was almost to the point of walking up to the producers and telling them straight out what the plan was. MY PLAN so I could at least be useful when they actually NEED me. Some people forget their actors are people to andnot just characters they created. I've met a few in my line, but most of the time it's worth it just to have a wonderful outcome. That doesn't make it any less wrong.
I feel so bad lately for neglecting all my friends. I've just been so out of it that I'm either working or sleeping. I've tried to talk to people, but a lot of the time I'm just too far gone. So I'm sorry to anyone and everyone.
Love life...hmm well their is a lack in that. Last guy I was serious with, well we were engaged. Then things happened and now I'm on my own. I don't think I've had a REALLY REALLY serious relationship for about 10 months. I've dated, but no one right. I mean there was this guy, Alex, who I dated from Feb-March, but only one month and he thought I forgot him with my busy life and all. Sometimes I think I'll never find that one guy, you know? I think what I do makes it that much harder. Most of you probably know that from experience. I wish it didn't have to be that way. I wish guys would just you know want to be with me no matter the cost. Someone that would be willing to stick with it for at least a long while. Someone who won't run the second it gets hard. Maybe I'm just being lonely right now. I gotta get my head straight.
I'm not sure what else I can say.. Hope other people's lives are going somewhat better than mine! *laughs*
*Shiri
I worked almost 72 hours straight, which normally I could take, but it was just so depressing. I was almost to the point of walking up to the producers and telling them straight out what the plan was. MY PLAN so I could at least be useful when they actually NEED me. Some people forget their actors are people to andnot just characters they created. I've met a few in my line, but most of the time it's worth it just to have a wonderful outcome. That doesn't make it any less wrong.
I feel so bad lately for neglecting all my friends. I've just been so out of it that I'm either working or sleeping. I've tried to talk to people, but a lot of the time I'm just too far gone. So I'm sorry to anyone and everyone.
Love life...hmm well their is a lack in that. Last guy I was serious with, well we were engaged. Then things happened and now I'm on my own. I don't think I've had a REALLY REALLY serious relationship for about 10 months. I've dated, but no one right. I mean there was this guy, Alex, who I dated from Feb-March, but only one month and he thought I forgot him with my busy life and all. Sometimes I think I'll never find that one guy, you know? I think what I do makes it that much harder. Most of you probably know that from experience. I wish it didn't have to be that way. I wish guys would just you know want to be with me no matter the cost. Someone that would be willing to stick with it for at least a long while. Someone who won't run the second it gets hard. Maybe I'm just being lonely right now. I gotta get my head straight.
I'm not sure what else I can say.. Hope other people's lives are going somewhat better than mine! *laughs*
*Shiri