what a weekend...
damn, well.. I know ive never written in this color before. WOW!! last night kicked ass!! It was alyshia'a surprise party. SHE GOT HER CAR!!! (I was the sexy chick on it when she uncovered her eyes!! ;o) )
anyway.. tonight we continued the party. It was me, alyshia, alex, jay, juan, mark, chris, and a couple other people. It was alright.. then mark came.. and I couldn't stop thinking about him, and how i wanted to be with him.. then we talked, had an awkward moment, i went to alyshia's room by myself.. a while later he came in and just sat with me. what I would give to be with him again. I miss him so much. :o( I want to forget about him!!! why cant I?!?!?! damn him. :o\.. I know i'll regret writing this tomorrow but whatever.. It does not matter.. im drunk and i miss my ex boyfriend that doesn't like me at all.. is that so bad?! ..... damn, yea.. i guess it is.. :o\... *sigh* you know what i need?! to stop thinking about him and start chilling with other people. i think its needed. welp.. i dont know.. i dont think im making any sense and the room is starting to spin.. so0o0o... peace!!!
*P.S. CALL ME UP!!!! ( <----- thats for anyone who feels like talking)
<3, Kay :o)