....happy valentines day everyone!!!
SO.. how's everyones valentines day going? Mine started out great.. me patteo and sheila chilled all day.. went to ryan's casa.. came to my house.. went to BK.. i felt shitty so i came home a passed out for like an hour so my body could recollect from everything i've taken today, heh, now im up.. awake.. and a little sad. It's finally hit me that it's valentine's day and I have noone. That's right. and the one person I would love to be with right now doesn't even want to talk to me prob. In case your wondering who that would be it's mark. Yuppers.. my ex boyfriend. I miss him so much... I just wish i had the balls to tell him that. Although that doesn't mean he would want to take me back. Its so weird for me to be attached to someone this way. I don't like it.. I dont enjoy feeling like this.. :o\.. It sux.. let me tell ya. *sigh* but.. theres nothing i can do.. I'm way to much of a pussy to tell him any of this. ...I wonder if he still thinks about me, or maybe he just blocked me out completely. He barely says hi to me when i walk in the room now. I hate it. I would at least want us to be friends. but anyway.. I hope everyone else is having fun with who ever their valentine might be. HAVE A GREAT DAY YOU GUYS!!! MADD LOVE TO YOU ALL!!!!
<3, Kristen Marie Belliveau :o(