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I spend 10-15 minutes each morning writing little bits of hope and such in my xanga. I neglect LJ compared to xanga, maybe because not a lot of people read my lj, feel like im not reaching out to people (haha)...but anyway, I was thinking: I'm going to post a few bits and pieces from different days.
12/6: "i can change the world. YOU can change the world. we,us, you and i, can change the world together. we just have to want to change it." "people really arent that mean to other people.just smile. things'll get better.for you and i both.because we're gonna change the world. just because we can."
12/1: "when someone asks you how you're doing, don't say "alright" or "okay" because thats false. it's a lie. tell them your "normal". because under "normal" everyone is both happy and sad at the same time because no one can truely ever be totally happy or totally sad."
11/29 (this whole entry deserves to be posted. but ill just put pieces): first off, nothing is guaranteed. because tomorrow is never guaranteed for anyone. remember that. second, live life to its fullest. there is no need to worry about not "having time" to do something. go ahead and spend time on it, because more time is never promised. remember that. third, have fun with your friends while you can. you have the rest of your life to work. because you might not have your friends anymore, or because you might not have the rest of your life, or another saturday night to waste just goofing off. remember that.
last, if you dont like how something is done, change it (reasonable). life is short. because you have to do what has to be done to change your life, no one, not me, not your parents, not your doctor, can change your life. it's just you. remember that."
11/19: "i think sometimes that if i knew me in real life i'd probably be constantly thinking "wtf what is she so happy about?" well honestly, i couldn't tell you what im so happy about. maybe im just happy about being happy, which only makes me happier. maybe i'm happy about everything. or happy about nothing at all. i suppose all that matters is that i AM happy and i AM doing great, which is more than i could say for myself (and loads of other people) a while back."
11/18: "maybe people, like myself, worry too much about focus, just like they worry too much about time. maybe if i stop searching for focus, focus will begin searching for me. maybe focus has already began searching for me and i just can't see it yet because i'm so out of focus."
"i dont have a reason not to be in a good mood or a reason to not be having a good day. and neither do you. even if you think you do, you don't. everything has a secret, hidden, great, amazing blessing. you've just got to rememeber that it IS secert and it IS hidden, so, naturally, you have to look for it! and even if looking for it makes you tired, keep looking, because it is also great and amazing. everything is a great blessing. hidden inside everything is a glimmer of hope and greatness and even though everything isnt easy, it's always well worth it. nothing that is easy is ever truely worth it."
11/17: "its one of those dance-around-to-in-the-mornings-make-yourself-feel-like-he's-talking-about-you
type songs."
11/9: "you know people are always talking about "saving" time and "wasting" time. why cant people ever just be happy with time? time is an amazing and wonderful thing. way too great to be worrying over saving it or wasting it. how many people honestly just ENJOY time?"
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insights from just a 16 year old girl in a good mood. get over it.
12/6: "i can change the world. YOU can change the world. we,us, you and i, can change the world together. we just have to want to change it." "people really arent that mean to other people.just smile. things'll get better.for you and i both.because we're gonna change the world. just because we can."
12/1: "when someone asks you how you're doing, don't say "alright" or "okay" because thats false. it's a lie. tell them your "normal". because under "normal" everyone is both happy and sad at the same time because no one can truely ever be totally happy or totally sad."
11/29 (this whole entry deserves to be posted. but ill just put pieces): first off, nothing is guaranteed. because tomorrow is never guaranteed for anyone. remember that. second, live life to its fullest. there is no need to worry about not "having time" to do something. go ahead and spend time on it, because more time is never promised. remember that. third, have fun with your friends while you can. you have the rest of your life to work. because you might not have your friends anymore, or because you might not have the rest of your life, or another saturday night to waste just goofing off. remember that.
last, if you dont like how something is done, change it (reasonable). life is short. because you have to do what has to be done to change your life, no one, not me, not your parents, not your doctor, can change your life. it's just you. remember that."
11/19: "i think sometimes that if i knew me in real life i'd probably be constantly thinking "wtf what is she so happy about?" well honestly, i couldn't tell you what im so happy about. maybe im just happy about being happy, which only makes me happier. maybe i'm happy about everything. or happy about nothing at all. i suppose all that matters is that i AM happy and i AM doing great, which is more than i could say for myself (and loads of other people) a while back."
11/18: "maybe people, like myself, worry too much about focus, just like they worry too much about time. maybe if i stop searching for focus, focus will begin searching for me. maybe focus has already began searching for me and i just can't see it yet because i'm so out of focus."
"i dont have a reason not to be in a good mood or a reason to not be having a good day. and neither do you. even if you think you do, you don't. everything has a secret, hidden, great, amazing blessing. you've just got to rememeber that it IS secert and it IS hidden, so, naturally, you have to look for it! and even if looking for it makes you tired, keep looking, because it is also great and amazing. everything is a great blessing. hidden inside everything is a glimmer of hope and greatness and even though everything isnt easy, it's always well worth it. nothing that is easy is ever truely worth it."
11/17: "its one of those dance-around-to-in-the-mornings-make-yourself-feel-like-he's-talking-about-you
type songs."
11/9: "you know people are always talking about "saving" time and "wasting" time. why cant people ever just be happy with time? time is an amazing and wonderful thing. way too great to be worrying over saving it or wasting it. how many people honestly just ENJOY time?"
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insights from just a 16 year old girl in a good mood. get over it.