Aug 16, 2005 21:25
Today sucked up until about 15 min ago. No Salt Lake, but maybe still for somewhere else! how much would that rock? the FBLA mofia will live on. how effin amazing. i love those guys.
i also love the format's "janet". and just for you, i will post lyrics. "i'm falling in love with you, baloons or no baloons" "it's just something the east coast does to me, makes me forget who i am" "it makes me miss you more than life" "I'd love to stop our lives, stop everything, just so we could move far away. we'll live alone together with the sweat of the summer." " i love waking up to your life".....those are all from janet. can't you tell its an amazing song?
i was talkin to trent on the phone tonight and we were talkin about st augustine (i know you're thinkin "oh gah here she goes again!") and he asked me what was there. i said "my entire world". and it was sorta an impulse thing to say. but i got to thinkin about it. and if you could move my friends to st augustine, it would be most amazing. i would lead the best life. book of records for happiest girl ever. but then again it would be better to go by myself and not know a soul. it could be like that augustana song, boston, (i told you i really did like those lyrics! except for the whole "you dont wear my chains" i thought that was sorta weird. and i dont like the music to it much. and now i'm just rambling) but it would be amazing to move somewhere where no one really knew your name. even though ppl in st augustine do know my name, it would be nice to think that no one does and no one knows me and that i could be someone totally opposite from who i am here and now. dont thoughts like that amaze you? i could be a different person. wouldnt that totally rock? or would it totally suck because you were leaving the old you, the one you'd finally started liking, behind?
today turned out to be good.
and my hands hurt.
that is all.