In ThiS WoRlD tHeReS ReAl AnD mAkE BeLiEvE
Well lets see..I woke up this morning from a very weird dream. I have been having alot those lately.I worked all day on changing my journal, because it was time for something new. Brandon and I talked last night...it was weird I havent talked to him in such a long time. But I am glad that everything is in order now. Mark and I also talked. That was good I havent seen that kid since I quit Holiday Inn. We had a nice long talk too.
Nikki~ I know that you are upset about BJ. But you can't let it get to you. I know it is really easy for me to say that and hard for you to do. In life, there will be people who will always love you and some that will never love you. In order to love anything you must first realize it may be lost. He isnt the first to hurt you and he wont be the last either. I know it hurts now, but in the long run you will be thankful. Im here for you just the same as you are here for me. You call me whenever you need to talk. My number is 296-0938. I know that you need someone to talk to , as much as I do. I love you and dont forget I've been down this road. :)
William~ maybe some of things i said last night were a little harsh. But you need to remember what you have done to me over the years. You made me believe so many things and made hold on to something that was never there. You took what I had left and threw it away. Im not even ready now..a year later...to let you back in even as a friend. Im sorry but if you were me Im sure you would understand.
~~~~~My Birthday is on Monday and Nikki you are invited to come over that night and watch movies. So call me and let me know what is going on.
Nikki~ I know that you are upset about BJ. But you can't let it get to you. I know it is really easy for me to say that and hard for you to do. In life, there will be people who will always love you and some that will never love you. In order to love anything you must first realize it may be lost. He isnt the first to hurt you and he wont be the last either. I know it hurts now, but in the long run you will be thankful. Im here for you just the same as you are here for me. You call me whenever you need to talk. My number is 296-0938. I know that you need someone to talk to , as much as I do. I love you and dont forget I've been down this road. :)
William~ maybe some of things i said last night were a little harsh. But you need to remember what you have done to me over the years. You made me believe so many things and made hold on to something that was never there. You took what I had left and threw it away. Im not even ready now..a year later...to let you back in even as a friend. Im sorry but if you were me Im sure you would understand.
~~~~~My Birthday is on Monday and Nikki you are invited to come over that night and watch movies. So call me and let me know what is going on.