Jul 23, 2005 18:27
So I've figured out my life. I'm going to be a Nun, yes a married to god nun. What's the point of continually getting your heart broken, being mistreated and lied to only to give in get married and be left with three mouths to feed.
Have also been fighting with my mother's boyfriend. Thank god that I'm going away for a week cause one of us would do something really stupid if not separated. I don't know ow my Mother dates such an ass, he's just plain cruel. I really do hate men. I can't believe I'm only 17 and I've already given up. Argh, I shall now retreat to find my MP3 player, yes its only been 3 days and I've already misplaced it. Its too tiny and the fact that I've misplaced 10 items already today doesn't help. I just want to go to sleep and wake up when my life is better. But hey don't we all.