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Oh my God, my family.... GAH. My mum has not let me out this whole week, I've literally seen Luke for about an hour since Sunday afternoon. You don't actually understand how much my dad has been annoying me since we went on holiday together. Just saw him in a play and he was so desperate to be funny and kept making eye contact with me as if he was trying to make me laugh and it was just like - no. The others are funny because they're not over the top and silly, things are much funnier when you act like they're serious. It just annoyed me. But it's just him! The way he is around me. So needy, desperate for me to like him and it's just so irritating. And my mum just thinks I don't know how to live. I have been in school from 9-3:30 everyday (actually not today but my lesson got cancelled and then me and Beth got excited about Gap year and tried to find a travel agents) but anyway, and that is my plan, so that I do all my work at school and have evenings free, but it seems I'm doing that but also my evenings have to be spent stuck in this fucking place. I just..... gah I wanna go out!!!!!
Hmmf. Anyway, other than that today has been ok. Got to spend some time with my friends which was nice. We're all going Raindance on Saturday after a barbeque for Dixie and Amy's birthdays. That's exciting. 20 quid though. That I don't have but hopefully will very soon... if I'm fucking allowed to go out and get it. Anyway... not very interesting really.
Bored bored bored...
Hmmf. Anyway, other than that today has been ok. Got to spend some time with my friends which was nice. We're all going Raindance on Saturday after a barbeque for Dixie and Amy's birthdays. That's exciting. 20 quid though. That I don't have but hopefully will very soon... if I'm fucking allowed to go out and get it. Anyway... not very interesting really.
Bored bored bored...