july.
I havent updated in a while. Hm,, i hate july. i think its the worst month out of the 12 of 'em. Lets see,, since i've written my great grandma died,, july 6th. Wow that was hard. the funeral was the 8th and it was really nice and pretty but full of grief and sorrow. My moms most torn up about it, shes a wreck.
Before that (going out of order) my mom left for a week and went to the Dominican Republic, leaving me and my brother with me dad. wow that sucked. i cant stand him, oh well, only a cupple years 'til he wont go to my wedding and disowns me. I couldnt wait for my mom to come home which was weird but yeah.
k so hmm what else?.. today was, well it was today. It was okay then sad and confusing then happy again i suppose.
..i cant get too attached to things... they seem to go away when that happens..
~theres only one thing i really want, and ill start telling my mom i love her for it. yeah, you know what i mean, i think. (.. that was to anthony). im so happy with your choice, hopefully you are too. i love you.. (again to anthony)~