Decided
Tonights a night that'll be rememberd. i shouldve known it was definate, of course it would happen. I was pathetic to think it would be stopped. But the decision was made tonight, and it hurt more than i figured it would.. he's so stuborn, shes so torn apart.. and ben, my god i dont know whats going to happen with him,, i feel horrible for him, would he even understand it?..
my eyes are red as the blood thats boiling inside of me, i look rather frightening, theres no way i'll be sleeping tonight. tomorrows camp thank god, i dont know what i'd do if i had to be here tomorrow, probably go crazy if im not already...
the stupidity they have drives me insane, mostly him not her, i pitty her after ben, shes so destraught by all of this,, neither of them deserve this.. and him? oh i dont pity him at all
that leaves me. i dont know what to say. im angry. im sad. im confused. im lost.
my eyes are red as the blood thats boiling inside of me, i look rather frightening, theres no way i'll be sleeping tonight. tomorrows camp thank god, i dont know what i'd do if i had to be here tomorrow, probably go crazy if im not already...
the stupidity they have drives me insane, mostly him not her, i pitty her after ben, shes so destraught by all of this,, neither of them deserve this.. and him? oh i dont pity him at all
that leaves me. i dont know what to say. im angry. im sad. im confused. im lost.