now theres only love in the dark
hm what to say. two days ago nicole and i saw RENT on broadway and it was really really good. except for scary spice, she sucked. anyhoo, i must be on broadway. seriously i will, youll see. ok then yesturday we hung out with some people and idk it was kinda weird.. on another topic, im completely stupid but we both know it cant work now, now that theres someone else. its not fair, to either of us.
okay so im going to try to stay distracted so im gonna fill out this quiz thing that i got from nicole. no one has to read it, im just doing it to steal time.
IN YOUR ROOM ]
What size of bed do you have?: twin i think
Is your floor carpeted?: yes
If so, what color is it?: blue
Do you have posters on your walls?: yeah i do, i dont think i know people who dont, oh wait, yes i do
Do you keep your room clean, or is there junk all over the floor?: my room is a mess
Are you allowed to eat in your room?: i think so? i do, so yeah
[ HYGENE ]
How many times a day do you brush your teeth?: twice
Do you take a shower daily?: of course
Do you wear purfume/cologne?: nah, not my thing
Do you wear deoderant?: yeaa
[ OUTSIDE ]
Do you go outside often?: yea
Is your lawn green or brown?: green.
Do you have a patio in the back?: no
Do you have a one or two (or more) car garage?: one?
How many trees are in your yard?: one, its weird looking
[ ABOUT YOU ]
Are you male or female?: female
Are you sure?: um, yes?
Do you have any piercings? what?: 3 per ear, thats all
Are you single or married?: married
Do you have any tattoos? what?: nope and i dont want one
Do you like your name?: its alright, no one around here has it so its unique, except going to encampment and camp and my old school there were like 3556 ilanas
Do you like lotion? Chapstick?: sure why not
Do you shave your legs?: uh huh
[ MISC. ]
Is the sky really blue, or is it white with blue clouds?: thats a dumb question. the skys blue
Did that last question confuse you?: no
Do you eat chocolate often?: i hate chocolate
Do you have a job?: no
Do you like it?:
Why or why not?:
Have you ever wondered why there is bark on trees?: no, i dont think so
When you kick a tree, does it bruise the tree?: why would you kick a tree? but no, i think it would hurt you more than it would hurt the tree
Why do cats cover their poop and such?: because they're clean animals of course
What do you hear right now?: my mom on the phone
What do you smell right now?: absolutly nothing
Are you alone in the room?: yes i am
Are you at home?: yeyyaa
Am I scaring you?: stupid question
--Background--
DOB (Date of Birth):: 2-9-90
Location:: long island
Siblings:: 1 brother. 1 half brother and 1 half sister
Pets:: i love my kitties!!! franklin and oreo. i used to have two frogs but NICOLE KILLED THEM. i will never let that go
--If you were a ______ ,what would you be?--
Vegetable:: pepper (is a pepper a veggie?)
Animal:: i really dont know, ive been thinking about it for like 3 minutes and im clueless
Fruit:: i dont know that one either
Color:: rasberry red/blood red whatever you wanna call it
Household Object:: why on earth would i wanna be a household object?.. but idk i guess i'd be kinda cool to be um, a lamp?
Season:: autumn
Article of Clothing:: PAJAMAS or sweatshirts. i love them
Drink:: bananarama hehe nicole
--Emotions--
What's one thing that will always make you laugh?: anthonys usually good at that, so is nicole at radom times shes a knee slapper
What's one thing that will always make you cry?: theres a few things i wont mention so ill just stick with what nicole said.. "when angel dies in rent.. that will always make me cry" he was such a good little transvestite
What's one thing that will always make you angry?: grrr!
Do you laugh a lot?: i used to
Do you cry a lot?: who cares
Do you get mad easily?: not really easily, except having to do with family
What's your strongest emotion right now?: i dont really know what emotion it is, i cant really put it in words, lets just say morbid
What song brings out your strongest emotion?: come what may. made of steel. your eyes. total eclipse of the heart.
--What's your favorite...--
Season:: autumn
Holiday:: halloween for sure
Age:: i dont have a favorite age
Phrase/Quote:: "buildings burn, people die, but real love is forever"
Thing to do:: be on stage
Type of Cookie:: i dont know
Class:: english maybe
Person in the whole wide world:: my favorite person? oy.
--If You Could--
If you could be anything you wanted, what would you be?: an actress, thats in the future though, right now if i could be anything i wanted i'd still be with him
If you could have any super power, what would you have?: i used to have super powers, someone took them though
If you could go back in time and change something, what would you change?: theres a lot
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would you change?: again, theres a lot
If you could change one thing about your best friends, what would it be?: "and one by one they all started drinking" quoted by anonymous
If you could be a millionaire, what would you buy?: a castle
--A Deeper Look--
The most important thing in your life is:: shit my foot fell asleep.. um, i'd rather not say
The most important person in your life is:: person in particular?.. lets see..
Your life motto:: i dont know
Your best advice for someone else:: if you spend your whole life worrying about what other people think of you, you'll never have any fun. also, never let anything come between you and someone you love
The best advice ever given to you:: "dont, its stupid" great advice huh?
One word to describe your personality:: morbid
--Friends and Enemies--
Who is your best friend?: nicole/anthony
What do you do together?: have fun
What is it about this person that makes you get along so well?: i know i can trust them both and theyve always been there for me whenever i needed someone to talk to
How long have you known them?: nicole- foever, anthony-since this year
Who is your worst enemy?: who knows
What is it about this person that makes you not get along?:
How long have you known them?:
Your close friends (besides best friend) are:: uh, everyone else im friends with i guess
Your other enemies are::
--Days and Nights--
What time do you get up on weekdays?: 6 durring school, 8ish durring summer
What time do you get up on weekends?: 8ish
What time do you go to bed on weeknights?: varries
What time do you go to bed on weekends?: varries
What's your favorite time of the day?: sunset
Why?: its pretty
What's your least favorite time of the day?: im undecided
Why?:
What time are you most productive?: between 2-10pm
Are you an early bird or a night owl?: can i be both?
--Love & All That Good Stuff--
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: wow, perfect timing. no i dont
If yes, how long have you been dating them?: its almost tomorrow
If no, do you want one?: you know the answer to that one
Who would you want them to be?: same person
Are you sure about that?: yes
Do they know you like them?: uh huh
Are you sure about that?: positive
On a scale of 1 to 10, how much did you like this person?: doesnt matter anymore
Do they like you back?: i dont know
Are you sure about that?: they might idk if they still do?
How much time did you spend thinking about this person?: all of it
--On a scale of 1-10, how important is ...... to you?--
Music:: 10
Friends:: 10, depends which friends
Family:: i dont know, not anything high
Love:: 10
Happiness:: 5 its not really that important for me
Solitude:: ????
Education:: i dont know that either
Having Fun:: 9
jesus that was long