♚ {11} Well, this weekend is a bit shit
I have so much work to do this weekend and I have no motivation. And oh god its 5am, I really need to sleep.
So thats one 1500 word Business essay, one 2000 word Chinese Society essay, 300 Vocab words to learn and 5 Japanese conversations to listen to and translate, all just sitting there screaming at me. I really would prefer to go home, but I'm stuck here until after my Japanese exam, which is the 20th.
It doesn't help that I've just been a whiney bitch all day. The guy I said I kinda of liked, has got himself a girlfriend. And I like her so so much. Its impossible to hate someone who is everything you want to be, yourself. She gorgeous, smart and nice. I can see why he likes her. It really sucks to see there happy pda pics plastered over facebook. Bitter bitch is bitter.
I don't know whats wrong with me, usually I don't really care about the boy stuff ie it will happen when it happens, and I'm the one cracking jokes about 'old maids' and owning lots of cats. But, I guess it would be nice to have someone right now...and I really like him :(
It was just one of those days.