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havent been on here in a while, was about to post a ridiculous stupid emo bulletin on myspace and thought of this place..
then i read my earlier post and went, "wow really?"
basically I'm an idiot. I judge people way too much, I know i'm not better then anyone else, but why do i still think i am? or i feel like I'm not good enough and get all depressed over some stupid asshole boy. either way i end up how i always have, without a group of real friends.
The closest thing i have now is the kids in smokey point. I dont think they really like me that much, theyve known each other their whole lives and i'm very much out of the loop on most things. At least I still have Kevan, and I'm pretty sure I always will as long as he still puts up with all my bullshit :(
then i read my earlier post and went, "wow really?"
basically I'm an idiot. I judge people way too much, I know i'm not better then anyone else, but why do i still think i am? or i feel like I'm not good enough and get all depressed over some stupid asshole boy. either way i end up how i always have, without a group of real friends.
The closest thing i have now is the kids in smokey point. I dont think they really like me that much, theyve known each other their whole lives and i'm very much out of the loop on most things. At least I still have Kevan, and I'm pretty sure I always will as long as he still puts up with all my bullshit :(