So Much On My Mind
I just read my friend, James, entry and I have mixed feelings and am so confused. I have updated in a while, but let me just recap the past couple of weeks. Well, I like this girl names Kay-tee and my friend Brendan introduced her to me and spent the next couple of weeks trying to hook us up and he kept telling me that she liked me, so I kept talking to her and stuff. Apparently the whole time she had no interest in me and was pretty sure that she wouldn't ever hook up with me. That's why I am upset with Brendan. Then, there was this secret that Kay-tee had and only Christina, my ex, knew, and it was someone that she liked.
Anyway, I was about to ask her to the homecoming dance a week away and all my friends were over my house. including James, Brendan and Kay-tee. They all left early and i talked to Laura, Graham, Jess and Mike (Jess and Mike made "camio" appearances at my house, and I didn't even know they were coming, lol). They then told me that James also liked Kay-tee and the person she liked was James, who by-the-way already has another girlfriend who he annoyingly always talks about. All my friends said they would get mad at James if he asked Kay-tee out and thought he would...EVENTUALLY! Then, since I knew this I called Brendan and told him I was going to ask Kay-tee to homecoming and he said, "Matt, I can't lie to you anymore," and told me that they were going out, EVEN BEFORE THEY ALL CAME TO MY HOUSE!!! I was pissed and refused to talk to James anymore. I have said a couple of words to him recently, but they weren't very nice or friendly. So, James had 2 girlfriends, HOW MANY DOES THE KID NEED?!?!?! Then I wanted to stop going out James and that group so I switched groups. Every time I see Kay-tee and James together, it actually makes me feel sick and I can't stand to look at them together.
I am a little less mad at James now, but if I ever become his friend again, I won't be his BEST and I will never trust him AGAIN. It's not because he's going out with someone I like, it's because he stabbed me in the back, and I will probably never forgive him....JAMES! If you wanted to go out with her, you should have asked me and I probably would have said yes, but the fact that you did it behind my back and was probably not planning on telling me, really hurt me. It made me sad before mad.
Before this I was mad at James for telling Brendan soemthing, and if you tell Brendan, you tell the world, and I told him that if he ever lied to me again or did anything behind my back or anything along those lines, I would never trust him again...and look!!! It happened. I also will never trust Brendan again. Mike is the only one I trust right now and he's upset with me over something. TELL ME THIS>>>WOULD YOU BE MAD IF YOU WERE ME???_______________
Anyway, I was about to ask her to the homecoming dance a week away and all my friends were over my house. including James, Brendan and Kay-tee. They all left early and i talked to Laura, Graham, Jess and Mike (Jess and Mike made "camio" appearances at my house, and I didn't even know they were coming, lol). They then told me that James also liked Kay-tee and the person she liked was James, who by-the-way already has another girlfriend who he annoyingly always talks about. All my friends said they would get mad at James if he asked Kay-tee out and thought he would...EVENTUALLY! Then, since I knew this I called Brendan and told him I was going to ask Kay-tee to homecoming and he said, "Matt, I can't lie to you anymore," and told me that they were going out, EVEN BEFORE THEY ALL CAME TO MY HOUSE!!! I was pissed and refused to talk to James anymore. I have said a couple of words to him recently, but they weren't very nice or friendly. So, James had 2 girlfriends, HOW MANY DOES THE KID NEED?!?!?! Then I wanted to stop going out James and that group so I switched groups. Every time I see Kay-tee and James together, it actually makes me feel sick and I can't stand to look at them together.
I am a little less mad at James now, but if I ever become his friend again, I won't be his BEST and I will never trust him AGAIN. It's not because he's going out with someone I like, it's because he stabbed me in the back, and I will probably never forgive him....JAMES! If you wanted to go out with her, you should have asked me and I probably would have said yes, but the fact that you did it behind my back and was probably not planning on telling me, really hurt me. It made me sad before mad.
Before this I was mad at James for telling Brendan soemthing, and if you tell Brendan, you tell the world, and I told him that if he ever lied to me again or did anything behind my back or anything along those lines, I would never trust him again...and look!!! It happened. I also will never trust Brendan again. Mike is the only one I trust right now and he's upset with me over something. TELL ME THIS>>>WOULD YOU BE MAD IF YOU WERE ME???_______________