BLÆHHHH!!!!
So I guess I was wrong... again...
I thought that having someone there just for favor, a so called butty call would be the solution to my problems...
I means, don't get me wrong or anything, it great in bed... but it has turned into a sort of awkward thingy thing =P
He's constantly worried about none of uss falling for one and other (thats was the deal) I mean, nothing wrong about him, but I just
couldn't fall for him... he's too much like me, and I don't think that it's right...
pluss I thought this whole thing meant bang bang and no explanations to anyone =P, but once again I was wrong...
I feel numb a a little irritated with myself... I can never make up my mind, and now I'm starting to miss him again...
I've seen him maybe 3 times since the brake up, and it feels really good to see him...
I dunno... I guess I still love him, but I don't know if it's love what I want...
I thought that having someone there just for favor, a so called butty call would be the solution to my problems...
I means, don't get me wrong or anything, it great in bed... but it has turned into a sort of awkward thingy thing =P
He's constantly worried about none of uss falling for one and other (thats was the deal) I mean, nothing wrong about him, but I just
couldn't fall for him... he's too much like me, and I don't think that it's right...
pluss I thought this whole thing meant bang bang and no explanations to anyone =P, but once again I was wrong...
I feel numb a a little irritated with myself... I can never make up my mind, and now I'm starting to miss him again...
I've seen him maybe 3 times since the brake up, and it feels really good to see him...
I dunno... I guess I still love him, but I don't know if it's love what I want...