Trying to Get Back
Yeah, it's been a long, LONG time since I put anything up here. I thought before I'd be able to handle it OK. Rather obviously, I was wrong. It's been a great deal of pain and grief and anger and confusion and....just BLEAH over the last 2.5 years. Ever since 
Red Queen's Race Runner, me darlin' wife, took her life.
Still in the same house. Still at the same job. Still keeping my smoking habit to between 1/2 and 3/4 of a pack per day. Getting to go to the cardiologist today to find out just what the Hell's going on with me (long story, I'll see about posting the details a little later, especially as I've only got a bit of time before I've gotta get rolling). Yeah, I know it's kinda cheap to drop something like that and then split. However, I also know myself well enough to know that if I didn't post something while the idea was fresh & motivation was present, I'd think I'd do it later....and it'd be another year. Or more.
For what it's worth, I'm sorry I've been gone so long. It had nothing to do with the people here. There's no hard feelings about anyone who erased my name from their lists of friends. And to those who haven't....thank you.
OK, time to get ready for my stress test. I can't help thinking that, if they just want to see how stressed out I can get or how I handle it, telling me there could be something seriously wrong with my heart and that I need a stress test....and that it'll be in another WEEK....was a great way to go about it.
Red Queen's Race Runner, me darlin' wife, took her life.
Still in the same house. Still at the same job. Still keeping my smoking habit to between 1/2 and 3/4 of a pack per day. Getting to go to the cardiologist today to find out just what the Hell's going on with me (long story, I'll see about posting the details a little later, especially as I've only got a bit of time before I've gotta get rolling). Yeah, I know it's kinda cheap to drop something like that and then split. However, I also know myself well enough to know that if I didn't post something while the idea was fresh & motivation was present, I'd think I'd do it later....and it'd be another year. Or more.
For what it's worth, I'm sorry I've been gone so long. It had nothing to do with the people here. There's no hard feelings about anyone who erased my name from their lists of friends. And to those who haven't....thank you.
OK, time to get ready for my stress test. I can't help thinking that, if they just want to see how stressed out I can get or how I handle it, telling me there could be something seriously wrong with my heart and that I need a stress test....and that it'll be in another WEEK....was a great way to go about it.