you got a problem with the times, your problems sound a lot like mine
yeah... today was fun
I keep thinking there is blood dripping down my head... thats kinda odd
I think there might be no point to making plans at all... things will never turn out the way you want them to. But today was mad fun anyways. maybe even better
Lucy and I rented "Beat" and "The Wonder Boys"... Becky, John, and Arabella watched the movies with us
those are some good movies.
I love Eric Hall more than he will ever know.
Since reading something a while ago, I would like to know before I die that I am going to die. Knowing I'm going to move wants to be like that. Theres a few things/people I really need to take care of
I'm a pretentious douche. I think about horrible things. In the moment I write things I believe there might be some insight in it but ten minutes later I'd rather never open my eyes again than have anyone read it. I don't know whats worse, when they agree or disagree with you. Thats why I've never read something of mine more than twice... Usually by the second reading I want to stab myself. I have absolutly no hint of intelligence in me. I'm not funny. I'm homely. I'm bitter. If I don't like you, I don't care if you know. I say things I mean to whisper very loudly which directly relates with me not caring if you know I don't like you. I've never helped a person in my life. I'm stubborn. I don't regret much if you give me enough time. I honestly hate one young man and I don't care if his friends know my screen name because I agree with everything they say, just for different reasons. And as most of you know, I don't like it when people tell me what I already know. I could say something about them but I wont. Theres a lot I could say about them. But I don't actually know them. They were just doing the same thing I would have done for one of my friends however a bit more tactfully. and yes, I do honestly believe I could do that better than they did. The one thing I know about those kids is that that was one of their first times do such things. "your a cunt and you should go die"...or whatever they said... was that supposed to hurt? I say worse about random people on the street. I think I laughed more about that than they intended. but I'm thinking about it they way they wanted.... not for their reasons, though. I don't regret a damn thing thats happened with Yedinak... i don't feel bad about it. I don't know if that was what they wanted but its not happening. hes a dick to me and my friends. and I'll say it on my livejournal because thats what they're for. Those kids have no idea the things he said to me... he doesn't either... if he did, he might not be so mad... but he doesn't cross my mind so much anymore. except maybe when I see him on the outside of the group of kids I'm with. today he was in the science hall... sometimes I feel bad for him. he says he when he reads my "idiotic rants" on my livejournal it "gives the reader a chuckle"... I hope hes falling down laughing right now. if he were to actually read this
and no, I did not read that again... so please, don't mind the bad grammar and spelling.... I have a headache and I'm tired
I love you
I keep thinking there is blood dripping down my head... thats kinda odd
I think there might be no point to making plans at all... things will never turn out the way you want them to. But today was mad fun anyways. maybe even better
Lucy and I rented "Beat" and "The Wonder Boys"... Becky, John, and Arabella watched the movies with us
those are some good movies.
I love Eric Hall more than he will ever know.
Since reading something a while ago, I would like to know before I die that I am going to die. Knowing I'm going to move wants to be like that. Theres a few things/people I really need to take care of
I'm a pretentious douche. I think about horrible things. In the moment I write things I believe there might be some insight in it but ten minutes later I'd rather never open my eyes again than have anyone read it. I don't know whats worse, when they agree or disagree with you. Thats why I've never read something of mine more than twice... Usually by the second reading I want to stab myself. I have absolutly no hint of intelligence in me. I'm not funny. I'm homely. I'm bitter. If I don't like you, I don't care if you know. I say things I mean to whisper very loudly which directly relates with me not caring if you know I don't like you. I've never helped a person in my life. I'm stubborn. I don't regret much if you give me enough time. I honestly hate one young man and I don't care if his friends know my screen name because I agree with everything they say, just for different reasons. And as most of you know, I don't like it when people tell me what I already know. I could say something about them but I wont. Theres a lot I could say about them. But I don't actually know them. They were just doing the same thing I would have done for one of my friends however a bit more tactfully. and yes, I do honestly believe I could do that better than they did. The one thing I know about those kids is that that was one of their first times do such things. "your a cunt and you should go die"...or whatever they said... was that supposed to hurt? I say worse about random people on the street. I think I laughed more about that than they intended. but I'm thinking about it they way they wanted.... not for their reasons, though. I don't regret a damn thing thats happened with Yedinak... i don't feel bad about it. I don't know if that was what they wanted but its not happening. hes a dick to me and my friends. and I'll say it on my livejournal because thats what they're for. Those kids have no idea the things he said to me... he doesn't either... if he did, he might not be so mad... but he doesn't cross my mind so much anymore. except maybe when I see him on the outside of the group of kids I'm with. today he was in the science hall... sometimes I feel bad for him. he says he when he reads my "idiotic rants" on my livejournal it "gives the reader a chuckle"... I hope hes falling down laughing right now. if he were to actually read this
and no, I did not read that again... so please, don't mind the bad grammar and spelling.... I have a headache and I'm tired
I love you