quirky gemini...
wow i posted more in like a day then i have in 2 weeks... weird. guess i was done being quiet. if it wasnt so cold id gone down by the lighthouse today. its my favorite place to go when im pondering the color blue. something soothing about the breeze, and being able to see so much sky all at once... of how the warm sun beats on your face as the wind stings it with salt water on a cool day and chaps your lips but you never notice till you get home...sitting up on the railing on the boardwalk, staring into the distance, the chatter of children building a castle just past the dunes, the ride over the bridge with the windows down...the shadow of the bridge pillars on the water, the essence of the whole moment, its almost sickeningly romantic now that i think about it...how many sunday and monday afternoons have i slipped away by myself to sit on that railing. i have so many memories that i cherish so greatly that no one will ever know the joy of. sux that you are all lame. muwahahhahahahaha...one time at band camp. only i didnt go to band camp, so one time this guy at that place, pete lol...bad joke none of you would get that..unless you knew pete the guy from that place... ...and hey i remember the time i went in to the rare gem room at the Field Museum and it had huge thick walls with steel doors that slide across automatically,and gates and bars, so you couldnt steal anything, like mega security, how claustrophobic that exhibit was, and it always seemed like you were being followed but youd have no clue what i was talking about because only i was there for that. I wanna find the jesus lady again, i think her names loretta but i could so be wrong. shes the coolest person i met in 2005.