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My uncle Wal just died. he had cancer. I knew about this awhile ago, but it was something i quickly forgot. It kinda shocked me to hear that he had died, i didnt even know he was sick. My grandfather is over in sydney now.. something i also didnt know. My family does not communicate very much, i just realised. Very very little communication really. I feel kinda hollow, unemotive but sorta distant. A very weak response to the news i think. My first thoughts were of his children. My cousins over in sydney are only.. well by now they must be what, 12 and 10? They are young. I dont know how they will be coping. And my aunt, i wonder how she is. Life is going to be hard for them now.
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It's been awhile since i updated.. so whats new eh. Well ive been spending the last few days at dure's house (shhhhh) which has been great :) and.. today we went to subi and basically just wandered around. It gets harder and harder to leave her at the end of the day the longer i stay with her. I love you so much dure :)
wow, im having another of those 'i really love music' moments. Infected Mushroom - Meduzz. i have all my IM in a playlist, which is good because most of it i dont often listen too.
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It's been awhile since i updated.. so whats new eh. Well ive been spending the last few days at dure's house (shhhhh) which has been great :) and.. today we went to subi and basically just wandered around. It gets harder and harder to leave her at the end of the day the longer i stay with her. I love you so much dure :)
wow, im having another of those 'i really love music' moments. Infected Mushroom - Meduzz. i have all my IM in a playlist, which is good because most of it i dont often listen too.