On December 26th i lost my grandmother. She was one of the most fun loving, generous, amazing people i have ever met in my life. i have to say since the day i was informed she would not pull through i have been angry, bitter, and full of despair. i don't think she'd want me to go through life like that. So i will carry on her memory every time i laugh. She had the most amazing, loud, infectious laugh i have ever heard, i can still hear it. Now every time i laugh it will be a small tribute to her.