meh...
Life is boring.
That statement can go so far, yet at the same time bring you absolutely nowhere. How is that possible? The words are there, and the sentence is formed, yet they mean nothing. What type of sentence is that?
Oh well, that isn't important. But then again, nothing I say is very important.
I don't use livejournal much anymore. It's just one of those things that slips my mind. Much like people. I forget a lot of people. And normally for a damn good reason. Eh, I guess they just deserved it.
So yea, I'm going crazy. Literally. I'm beginning to hear things that other people don't. My mind is slipping and nothing can help me catch it. Sounds ranging from voices to random clanging. Even sirens from a police car. All sound like their right next to my ear.
Needless to say, I have a massive headache. Oh well, life sucks then ya die. Somewhere in between, someone will take advantage of your situation. Such is life. Live alone, Die alone.
Nothing can actually prevent the mortal coil from coming undone. If I were to die tomorrow, there is nothing that could have prevented that.
There are only 4 people I know that actually still use this. So, enough about my problems, lets talk about you shall we? Find you problem in the list, you'll know I'm talking about you at that moment.
So, you boyfriend/ex-boyfriend/random guy doesn't want you in his future. My answer? Tell him to fuck off, Your only as desperate as you make yourself out to be. Your suppose to be a strong-willed person. Act like it. Find someone better, even you deserve it.
Your having trouble with your life. You quit smoking. Go you. But, now you are focusing on something else. If you stop smoking, but increase your drinking, you've gotten nowhere.
Your moving. Awesome. Still on for your birthday? I did make a promise to you. I plan to keep it, no matter how much I might not like it. Hell bring the ball and chain with you. I'm sure me and him can stand each other for a while.
Now for the Supportive/unsupportive side.
So, now your a drunk. Your personal rules have gone out the window? What ever happened to "I don't wanna do it again." You said this over and over to me and I don't see you acting upon it. Your father would be heartbroken if he found out. Is the feeling really worth it? You ran around all the time, thinking nothing could affect you. Yet now your running around with your own personal poison. This is killing you. I really hope you realize this. You used to be someone who wouldn't do anything, no matter what. Now your just another teenage statistic. In years to come, you'll be dead or dying, there is no reset button. The "fun" you have now only fucks up your future. I once remember reading something you wrote, lets see if you remember. "He condemned himself to a life of heavy breathing when he lit up his first smoke." Now lets change a few words, and see what we're left with. She condemned herself to a life of liver failure when she opened up her first bottle of alcohol." Not to mention the gut that will surely accompany that. What respect I once had for you, is now gone. Choices you've made in the past year have changed you into someone I regret ever knowing. One thing is for sure though. I'll be sure to go to your funeral. It shouldn't be too long of a wait for that to happen anyway.
Right. Well, if you bothered to read this, then thanks I guess. If you feel like leaving a comment, go ahead. I'll read and respond. If you hate my guts and don't want to respond. Then don't. I'm just open for people to talk to. Doesn't mean you have to talk to me. Either way, I'm done rambling for today.
That statement can go so far, yet at the same time bring you absolutely nowhere. How is that possible? The words are there, and the sentence is formed, yet they mean nothing. What type of sentence is that?
Oh well, that isn't important. But then again, nothing I say is very important.
I don't use livejournal much anymore. It's just one of those things that slips my mind. Much like people. I forget a lot of people. And normally for a damn good reason. Eh, I guess they just deserved it.
So yea, I'm going crazy. Literally. I'm beginning to hear things that other people don't. My mind is slipping and nothing can help me catch it. Sounds ranging from voices to random clanging. Even sirens from a police car. All sound like their right next to my ear.
Needless to say, I have a massive headache. Oh well, life sucks then ya die. Somewhere in between, someone will take advantage of your situation. Such is life. Live alone, Die alone.
Nothing can actually prevent the mortal coil from coming undone. If I were to die tomorrow, there is nothing that could have prevented that.
There are only 4 people I know that actually still use this. So, enough about my problems, lets talk about you shall we? Find you problem in the list, you'll know I'm talking about you at that moment.
So, you boyfriend/ex-boyfriend/random guy doesn't want you in his future. My answer? Tell him to fuck off, Your only as desperate as you make yourself out to be. Your suppose to be a strong-willed person. Act like it. Find someone better, even you deserve it.
Your having trouble with your life. You quit smoking. Go you. But, now you are focusing on something else. If you stop smoking, but increase your drinking, you've gotten nowhere.
Your moving. Awesome. Still on for your birthday? I did make a promise to you. I plan to keep it, no matter how much I might not like it. Hell bring the ball and chain with you. I'm sure me and him can stand each other for a while.
Now for the Supportive/unsupportive side.
So, now your a drunk. Your personal rules have gone out the window? What ever happened to "I don't wanna do it again." You said this over and over to me and I don't see you acting upon it. Your father would be heartbroken if he found out. Is the feeling really worth it? You ran around all the time, thinking nothing could affect you. Yet now your running around with your own personal poison. This is killing you. I really hope you realize this. You used to be someone who wouldn't do anything, no matter what. Now your just another teenage statistic. In years to come, you'll be dead or dying, there is no reset button. The "fun" you have now only fucks up your future. I once remember reading something you wrote, lets see if you remember. "He condemned himself to a life of heavy breathing when he lit up his first smoke." Now lets change a few words, and see what we're left with. She condemned herself to a life of liver failure when she opened up her first bottle of alcohol." Not to mention the gut that will surely accompany that. What respect I once had for you, is now gone. Choices you've made in the past year have changed you into someone I regret ever knowing. One thing is for sure though. I'll be sure to go to your funeral. It shouldn't be too long of a wait for that to happen anyway.
Right. Well, if you bothered to read this, then thanks I guess. If you feel like leaving a comment, go ahead. I'll read and respond. If you hate my guts and don't want to respond. Then don't. I'm just open for people to talk to. Doesn't mean you have to talk to me. Either way, I'm done rambling for today.