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[apologies]

i probably won't have a friend after everything finds it's way into the open. people i care about are going to be pissed off. they're going to side with him- even though they don't know a fucking thing about him- & not care about me. so it makes no difference

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[tock]

I don't know for sure if this was addressing me, but I'll assume that it was and respond in a like manner

[ceciliaj]

yea I'm going to disagree with that

sometimes you have to do things your friends advise against

at least if you strive to be in any sense your own person

which you really should

and don't get defensive...

jenn wasn't necessarily referring to you

but if she was, maybe you just proved her point

don't worry jenn, you have to be your own person. I admire you for doing it. We all care what people think, but decisions have to be our own.

[apologies]

hi & thank you.

[tock]

Objectivism is more key in making good decisions, though. This 'be your own person' thing is getting really overplayed and while it's a nice concept and everything, that's pretty much all it amounts to - semantic conceptual crap. It's funny how people can sort of convince themselves of things, isn't it? Through that post she went from being apparently concerned of what people would think to saying 'but it doesn't matter!' I guess everyone needs to make themselves feel better about mistaken choices. Or some such stupid nonsense as I have the tendency to spout.

[apologies]

you mean, i might be a little worried about how two of my friends are going to react, seeing as to how they are the only two people that are caring about me right now?

no fucking way!

true. i usually don't care about what people think. but these two are different.

& why even comment on anything i say in here? because you obviously don't really care about whatever it is i do or don't do. so really, what's the point.

[apologies]

i am doing 'it' not to piss people off. or make anyone mad. but because i don't know what else to do.

& it wasn't about you. at all actually. so just drop it.

[tock]

I figured as much after I asked you about it. Besides, I probably wouldn't care about whatever it is you did. Sorry for the commotion.