Confusing emotions
I know I have to eat. I know I will die if I don't. I know there are better, quicker ways to lose weight than this. Starving isn't a great way to lose weight. But I still haven't eaten anything in two days and I feel great. The feeling of being in control, being strong, it's all fake I know. I'm out of control, and very weak for giving into this. I'm going to attempt to break tomorrow and eat something. Wish me luck on that.
I'm also EXTREMELY happy to have my LJNTM friends back. *snuggles for Andrea, Dave, & Jasmine* I'm sorry I disappeared and made ya'll worry. I was going through some bad stuff that I'm still fighting, and I just had to disappear for a bit. I'm SOOOOOOOOOO excited about the All Star Round. :-)
And on that note, everyone go to 1topmodel. This is a fantastic community that I've been lucky enough to be a part of twice, and I'm about to apply for the All Star Round. Come cheer me on, the current cycle is getting close to it's end and the All-Star Round starts after that. They're also doing a normal cycle at the same time so if you want to play you can too. :-)
I'm also EXTREMELY happy to have my LJNTM friends back. *snuggles for Andrea, Dave, & Jasmine* I'm sorry I disappeared and made ya'll worry. I was going through some bad stuff that I'm still fighting, and I just had to disappear for a bit. I'm SOOOOOOOOOO excited about the All Star Round. :-)
And on that note, everyone go to 1topmodel. This is a fantastic community that I've been lucky enough to be a part of twice, and I'm about to apply for the All Star Round. Come cheer me on, the current cycle is getting close to it's end and the All-Star Round starts after that. They're also doing a normal cycle at the same time so if you want to play you can too. :-)