No one ever said it had to be this hard...
I told myself I wouldnt miss
everything that we had
I try to think about those times
You were there for me...
You were there for me..
but now your gone.
And its not that easy
I lied to myself, repeating
over and over
your strong.
I dont feel like a have a best friend. I feel like ive lost something that ive invested in. Friendship isnt supposed to end. Especially when your the one who continually has to put themselves out there to seem like they care. Well, I do. But it doesnt seem like you do. Now you have your friends who ask for things that i was the first to give. Now you have the harrassment and comments coming full storm. Now you can do whatever, unchecked, unchallenged.
Dont forget. Just because we might not talk anymore. I still care as much as i do now, as i did back then.
And now its done, complete, finished..
yet there seems to be one hole left unfilled
one question left burning...
everything that we had
I try to think about those times
You were there for me...
You were there for me..
but now your gone.
And its not that easy
I lied to myself, repeating
over and over
your strong.
I dont feel like a have a best friend. I feel like ive lost something that ive invested in. Friendship isnt supposed to end. Especially when your the one who continually has to put themselves out there to seem like they care. Well, I do. But it doesnt seem like you do. Now you have your friends who ask for things that i was the first to give. Now you have the harrassment and comments coming full storm. Now you can do whatever, unchecked, unchallenged.
Dont forget. Just because we might not talk anymore. I still care as much as i do now, as i did back then.
And now its done, complete, finished..
yet there seems to be one hole left unfilled
one question left burning...