im horrible!

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last night i made a huge mistake! i mean HUGE! i have absolutely no idea what on Earth possesed me to brweak up with Josh, but i did, and now i dont know how tell him that it was the worst thing i could have possible done, and i really want to be with him. i hope that he knows about this, if not i have no idea how i am going to tell him over the phone or in person just how horrible i fell and just how much i want him in my life. damn why do i have to be such an idiot, i tried to call him earlier his dad called his cell phone and then he told me that he had to go, but i dont know why, i hope that he doesnt hate me, i hope not. i dont know if i could live with myself. keelin micha ashley anyone, i need your advice as to how i should tell Josh just how much i screwed up. please help!!
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