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Today was actually really shitty. As much fun as I've had in the past two days, today was like hell. The morning was fine, only that I'm incredibly overtired. The two late nights have caught up with me. Last night, I slept over at Jenna's house after the dance (which was really fun, I might add). We woke up around noon. We showered, got ready and then went out for lunch with my aunt. We went to Tim Hortons. Just until we went to the hospital, I was alright. The hospital makes me just really, really depressed. Like, seeing the kids that were there, and people my age. My uncle perry had his head shaved bald. We stayed there for the whole afternoon and visited.
I did have plans today, but those were thrown out of the window. I really wanted to go and see Kate, but being with my uncle would be more important. For some reason, I got my hopes up and thought, maybe we'd get together later on in the day, seeing as though my mom told her that I was at the hospital. I guess not.
I was kind of disappointed with that. I just really want to be with someone. I'm really lonely right now... I'm home alone for the rest of the night. No Taylor, no mom, no dad, no friends. I don't even know if I would want to invite anyone over, I might just be a drag to be around.
I don't even know how to explain how I feel, or why I'm like this. I just feel depressed. I need something, I just don't know. I'm not even hungry, and I haven't eaten in like, nearly seven hours. I don't even know if I want to sleep. I'm really tired, but really confused. :\
Anyways, enough of that. I need to post. I need to cheer the fuck up. Whoot. o_O
I did have plans today, but those were thrown out of the window. I really wanted to go and see Kate, but being with my uncle would be more important. For some reason, I got my hopes up and thought, maybe we'd get together later on in the day, seeing as though my mom told her that I was at the hospital. I guess not.
I was kind of disappointed with that. I just really want to be with someone. I'm really lonely right now... I'm home alone for the rest of the night. No Taylor, no mom, no dad, no friends. I don't even know if I would want to invite anyone over, I might just be a drag to be around.
I don't even know how to explain how I feel, or why I'm like this. I just feel depressed. I need something, I just don't know. I'm not even hungry, and I haven't eaten in like, nearly seven hours. I don't even know if I want to sleep. I'm really tired, but really confused. :\
Anyways, enough of that. I need to post. I need to cheer the fuck up. Whoot. o_O