Love
Well, alot has happened n the time that I've been home. Wednesday night, Martha and I slowed things up a bit, so now we're best friends. Work is still the same old sad story.
Whike I was walking home in the rain today, thoughts were running wild. All the thoughts that ran through my mind were based on love. I know that love is a wonderful thing, and through out love, there are also many hardships that people face. Such hardships as losing a connection for that special person. If any of that makes sense. I'll be the first to admit it, I still have strong feelings for Martha. I always have and always will love Marha. Sure, is seems like a good idea, but its still painful waking up every morning and realizing that it wasn't a dream, and that reallity is a harsh thing when you have to face it unwillingly. I want this to work more than anything, Martha is a BIG part of my life, and I don't want to lose her. I don't know how I'd live with out her.
I don't know what lies in the furture, but I hope that Martha and I will someday be more than what we were. Until that day, we will continue to be in eachother's lives, and be the best of friends. That I swear.
<3 Sean
Whike I was walking home in the rain today, thoughts were running wild. All the thoughts that ran through my mind were based on love. I know that love is a wonderful thing, and through out love, there are also many hardships that people face. Such hardships as losing a connection for that special person. If any of that makes sense. I'll be the first to admit it, I still have strong feelings for Martha. I always have and always will love Marha. Sure, is seems like a good idea, but its still painful waking up every morning and realizing that it wasn't a dream, and that reallity is a harsh thing when you have to face it unwillingly. I want this to work more than anything, Martha is a BIG part of my life, and I don't want to lose her. I don't know how I'd live with out her.
I don't know what lies in the furture, but I hope that Martha and I will someday be more than what we were. Until that day, we will continue to be in eachother's lives, and be the best of friends. That I swear.
<3 Sean