I'm pretty much shitty all the day 'cause I'm awfully stressed. I don't know how the Italian exam will go and it's fucking cold and I just can't hang around anywhere without getting my nose freezed. I keep on sneezing, I constantly shiver and no sweatshirt can keep me warm. I feel always tired 'cause I got a lack of vitamins but I still can't manage to find me a good medicine for that. I eat 4 apples a day if not more, I think I'm off for fruits.
I'm starting to think me and
hxcfairy are someway linked. She had her knee hurt.... and my knee hurts to. I've been running in order to catch the train on time and I don't know what happened, but I can't move or bend my knee without feeling pain. o___ò
Today I spent the afternoon with
ely_24 ,
heles_allgood and
lord_way in Bologna and I had a blast with them!
I'm so happy that
ely_24 moved to Forli, we're almost neighbours and she's simply adorable. I feel I can rely on her and I am free to open my heart 'cause she won't say a thing, so I'm glad that I now have such a closer friend.
Yesterday I wanted to dye my hair red. I also wanted to cut it 'cause I needed to change something in my life and it seems that the only thing I could have changed was my hair. So I went to my hairstylist and demanded for what I wanted.
You must know that he's an idiot: I've been to him like 10 times with a precise idea, and always went out with something I didn't wanted. So yesterday I wanted to dye my hair red... but I couldn't, 'cause my hair is black and he didn't know how to decolorize it and then dye it red. So no, they're still black. I needed to cut them, so I told him how I wanted my hair to be and he proceeded with cutting. He did a mess. I now look like Hayley Williams from Paramore, my hair all sticked to my head and I hate myself more then I did on average. And I spent 40 euros. Shit.
I need something manual to do: scrapbooking, painting... something. I need to get entertained.
Ow, I've also been nominated at the
30myths_awards as Best Graphic Artist.
I'm never gonna win that, I'm not made for winning. But I accepted the nomination, it's better than nothing.
the YES!cure is not working. I need something positive to do.