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allow me to pour my heart out...
because i had the worst day ever.
ive tried so hard to change myself for him. so he would love me/want me/need me. it doesnt work. it cant work. it never even started to work. for the past 8 months ive just been wasting away. i may be single but my heart is taken.
i dont want a relationship. i dont want commitment. im scared to death. scared you might not like me. but even more scared that you do. and already im afraid to lose you. make me change my mind, make me want you.
i wanted to see marie. i wanted to see her so bad. i dont even know why. i just need certain people at certain times and i miss people so much.
and im sick of crying. have you ever looked in the mirror and watch yourself cry? or is that too emo for you? are you to good for things like that? its amazing though. to witness raw emotion like that.
i want you to kiss me. i want you to pull me close to you and kiss me until you pull my heart into your hands. because right now its in the wrong hands
because i had the worst day ever.
ive tried so hard to change myself for him. so he would love me/want me/need me. it doesnt work. it cant work. it never even started to work. for the past 8 months ive just been wasting away. i may be single but my heart is taken.
i dont want a relationship. i dont want commitment. im scared to death. scared you might not like me. but even more scared that you do. and already im afraid to lose you. make me change my mind, make me want you.
i wanted to see marie. i wanted to see her so bad. i dont even know why. i just need certain people at certain times and i miss people so much.
and im sick of crying. have you ever looked in the mirror and watch yourself cry? or is that too emo for you? are you to good for things like that? its amazing though. to witness raw emotion like that.
i want you to kiss me. i want you to pull me close to you and kiss me until you pull my heart into your hands. because right now its in the wrong hands