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im wrapped up in distant words...
i was just remembering today...i remember when i looked into your eyes and realized i wanted to die there because it was the only place that made me feel so alive. what did you see in my eyes? was i as empty as i feel? it used to hurt you to hurt me. im still dying but now you're free. im gone. i was nothing.
i want to cry until i feel something. come make me feel. touch me until it all comes back.
i laid on jess in the library and listened to her heart beat. it tuned out the sound of andi going on about nothing.
im wearing my rainbow belt today. i want someone to notice. i want them to say something. i want recognition. someone called me a dyke the other day. i want them to know that i dont care. im not gay, i just fall in love with girls sometimes. i wish i were gay. people understand gay. no one understands love.
a devastatingly beautiful queer told me my boobs look fake. (interesting). sometimes i think hes too good to be real.
i had more to say. i had everything. back when i knew how to feel...
i was just remembering today...i remember when i looked into your eyes and realized i wanted to die there because it was the only place that made me feel so alive. what did you see in my eyes? was i as empty as i feel? it used to hurt you to hurt me. im still dying but now you're free. im gone. i was nothing.
i want to cry until i feel something. come make me feel. touch me until it all comes back.
i laid on jess in the library and listened to her heart beat. it tuned out the sound of andi going on about nothing.
im wearing my rainbow belt today. i want someone to notice. i want them to say something. i want recognition. someone called me a dyke the other day. i want them to know that i dont care. im not gay, i just fall in love with girls sometimes. i wish i were gay. people understand gay. no one understands love.
a devastatingly beautiful queer told me my boobs look fake. (interesting). sometimes i think hes too good to be real.
i had more to say. i had everything. back when i knew how to feel...