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ok. so today was odd. yes it was. it was odd. i confessed something to chris that i never told anyone. and im glad. and i know hes the only person i could ever tell something like that. and it felt good. to be talking to him. to be trusting him. to be loving him. i miss him like bfewhjgfwfgjuGFJUgfl. COME THE FUCK HOME CHRIS!
i love this girl. yes i used the word love. does that scare the shit out of you? or am i just some stupid teenage girl that doesnt know what shes talking about? whatever. GUESS WHAT. I DONT GIVE A SHIT WHAT YOU THINK.
im just tired of being me today. and i almost did somehting really stupid today. or maybe it wasnt so stupid..who can tell?
last night i talked to megan about it. i talk to her about doing something stupid, she tells me not to, and i agree even though we both know im going to do it anyway because i never learn from my mistakes. just like old times<3 one day ill learn.
Im lonely but dont feel sorry for me.
and here are all the people i miss:
<3 Megan
<3 Audri
<3 Bryson
<3 Emma
<3 Paul
<3 CHRIS
<3 Andi
<3 Colton (like hell!)
everybody is away:( come back guys! make me whole again!
leave me love. make my heart smile. because i need it. and i need you.like whoah.
i love this girl. yes i used the word love. does that scare the shit out of you? or am i just some stupid teenage girl that doesnt know what shes talking about? whatever. GUESS WHAT. I DONT GIVE A SHIT WHAT YOU THINK.
im just tired of being me today. and i almost did somehting really stupid today. or maybe it wasnt so stupid..who can tell?
last night i talked to megan about it. i talk to her about doing something stupid, she tells me not to, and i agree even though we both know im going to do it anyway because i never learn from my mistakes. just like old times<3 one day ill learn.
Im lonely but dont feel sorry for me.
and here are all the people i miss:
<3 Megan
<3 Audri
<3 Bryson
<3 Emma
<3 Paul
<3 CHRIS
<3 Andi
<3 Colton (like hell!)
everybody is away:( come back guys! make me whole again!
leave me love. make my heart smile. because i need it. and i need you.like whoah.