Oct 19, 2004 19:10
happiness fills the air. im talking to joe joe! god, i miss some people so much. i dont want to think about never seeing anyone again.
im feeling rather accomplished because i can actually write again. ive filled 15 pages in the last 2 days. and a poem. dont ask to read it because you cant. still, im proud of my shitty ass words.
i lost my ramones shirt. the black one, not the red one. but the black one is my favorite. i think i may have left it at someones house so if u have it please call me. i hate when people steal my clothes. ive done that to so many people though..kaitlyn, i still have your penguin pajama pants. and i still wear them too.:)
fuck joe, he signed off on me. i hate jess..i cant argue with her, she always wins even when shes wrong. i swear to god im right about abortion i just cant prove my point as well as she can. dont make fun of me . im not the one who wanted a debate team...
another day after school til 4:30 with amanda tomorrow. i swear, those days really make me appreciate her. i take so many of my friends for granted. i dont mean to..im just not very appreciative.
in regards to paul im trying not to be so fucked up.. because i miss him way to much. way more than i should. god, i cant stand all girls schools. some days i just want to run away to loyola and hug him til i cant breathe anymore. there i go again...
i need a hug so bad...