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Sep 30, 2005 17:34

the fact is. i'm sick of arizona. i'm sick of my school and i'm sick of how my life turned into a boring place to live. mom acts like i shouldnt go and visit michigan to see some coussens "britney and mitchel" i hardley know instead. ive been vegitearian for going on 2 weeks now. and i feel great to know that my deeds are good and my actions pure so to speak.

my grand mother diana came for a visit for 1 and a half weeks. opon learning about my vegitarianisem she imedeatley attacked me telling me about proteen and other things that will kill me. i told her that i eat beans and drink milk oftin but she wont hear a word i say without attacking with knives. i love her but i wish she wasent to closed minded and more friendley.

mom is realy stressing about my father. i need to talk to him about calling here. it realy is hurting her to talk to him. i think ill take care of that when my grandmother and my mother go to the "bar" or "pub" or "club". what ever it's called. i feel bad for her she feels realy lonley but i think shes going about meeting new people in the wrong way. as am i.

why am i so quick to like girls i get to know. it's like i' asking to be hurt. i barley know her and i feel as though i need to be with her. i think i need a girlfriend now. but it cant be one of thoes one week and a diffrent guy kind of girls. it would have to be a girl with pure intentions.

go to that website and listen to burning orchestra all the time all of the time. like i do! just look it up

www.purevolume.com www.myspace.com
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