Crap
I already miss school. I haven't even been out for a week yet, but already the boring, dull, wicked routine of "everyday life" is eating away at my soul. I mean, I might be over-exaggerating. But it is a horrible feeling of being stuck. I should count myself lucky that I already have a full-time job in my field (well, sort of in my field) and I'm considered a valuable employee. But I feel like I'd never truly be happy working there.
And since this is the worst economy to graduate in since the 30's, I'm worried I'll be stuck at this job because nothing else will be available. So there's that "stuck" feeling again. And it's followed by fear. Pretty soon, desperation will tag along at the tail.
I want a job that will challenge me. I want to work with other creative individuals. I don't want to be stuck making "No Smoking" signs for hospitals, sitting in the corner of a room by myself with nothing better to do than peruse Facebook. I feel like what I got from South is only a fraction of what I need to know, and I'm pretty sure I won't be able to figure it all out on my own.
I believe God helps those who help themselves, but I feel lost because I don't know how to begin. I just know I've accepted my time in Mobile and I've lived here patiently. But I need to feel like I'm part of something big.
And since this is the worst economy to graduate in since the 30's, I'm worried I'll be stuck at this job because nothing else will be available. So there's that "stuck" feeling again. And it's followed by fear. Pretty soon, desperation will tag along at the tail.
I want a job that will challenge me. I want to work with other creative individuals. I don't want to be stuck making "No Smoking" signs for hospitals, sitting in the corner of a room by myself with nothing better to do than peruse Facebook. I feel like what I got from South is only a fraction of what I need to know, and I'm pretty sure I won't be able to figure it all out on my own.
I believe God helps those who help themselves, but I feel lost because I don't know how to begin. I just know I've accepted my time in Mobile and I've lived here patiently. But I need to feel like I'm part of something big.