Almost 18...
Well I am almost 18... wednesday is my birthday. It feels kinda weird, because I don't feel 18. I don't feel like a senior in high school. I feel like I have accomplished nothing in my 18 years of life... it's really sad. I wish maybe I could have a few of those years back... maybe I could change something... idk. I feel like I am still a kid... definitely not an adult. I haven't had a really good birthday for a long time. Last year I went to school and took a three hour nap, and sat on the computer. THis shoud be more fun... at least that's a good thing. Steve is mad at me because I am spending the evening with Kris. I invited him to come see the movie with us... but he says he has no money. I do wanna hang out with Steve... my time with him is limited after all. It just makes me feel bad... but Kris and I were alone on her b-day and we kinda wanted the same for mine. Oh well... *sigh*