You've done this wrong, its too far gone
figured me out, have you? you know nothing, nothing except what i've let you. i dont know what i want? oh but i do. i know all too well. i know for once i want to not get hurt. i want to just once be the one in controll. and now as my life is spiraling out of controll how could you expect me to know which way is up? just be happy isint an option for me. its people like you who keep that from happening. you are the one i love. you are the one who will hurt me the most. im just not willing to let that happen again. im sorry.