I need advice
I know it has been a long time since i have bothered to update my livejournal, and it's not like i have been buisy or anyhting. T have just been lazy.
Ok, and to te point, cause beating around the bush is my strongest point. I have started "talking to," "dateing," or otherwise "seeing" a girl named Emily that lives on my hall, which seems like a pretty sweet deal, living so close but seperate is a brilliant move. Unfortunately what started out with a rush, seems to have fallen apart. Now usually when a realaionship falls apart, it is of my doing, and always my fault. But here is the thing i don't get, we still hang out, but not near as much as we used to, she dosn't stop by hardly at all anymore, is always going home (well, she has to work every weekend, but still, i see her 3 days a week), and never calls me anymore. now she is always saying how much she hates commitment, but when does it get to a point where i know that she is jsut trying to get out of it. At least that is what it feels like to me. We have been in this quzai relationship a month and a half now, and everytime we get together we are both so happy and we talk, we CAN TALK FOR HOURS, and i don't like to talk. But, the no time i see her lets my mind to think that she wants to be out of it, or that she might be dateing someone else, which is alright if that is what she wants to do, i jsut wish i knew. And i cna't ask her, because she has a short temper (eventhough she is so amasing when she gets pissed). I get happy everytime i see her, and i guess i'm not smooth enough to catch on to hints that he wants out. But now a days it seems the less attention i give her, the more she wants to be around, is that some type of game, or is tht just the kind of person she is? I'm so confused, perhaps if i jsut don't think about it everything will work itself out.
I've never been that patient, and i'm afriad if i give her all the leway in the world that it will go down in flames, just like my last quazi dating thing.
Ahhhhhhh, good times.
Later
Ok, and to te point, cause beating around the bush is my strongest point. I have started "talking to," "dateing," or otherwise "seeing" a girl named Emily that lives on my hall, which seems like a pretty sweet deal, living so close but seperate is a brilliant move. Unfortunately what started out with a rush, seems to have fallen apart. Now usually when a realaionship falls apart, it is of my doing, and always my fault. But here is the thing i don't get, we still hang out, but not near as much as we used to, she dosn't stop by hardly at all anymore, is always going home (well, she has to work every weekend, but still, i see her 3 days a week), and never calls me anymore. now she is always saying how much she hates commitment, but when does it get to a point where i know that she is jsut trying to get out of it. At least that is what it feels like to me. We have been in this quzai relationship a month and a half now, and everytime we get together we are both so happy and we talk, we CAN TALK FOR HOURS, and i don't like to talk. But, the no time i see her lets my mind to think that she wants to be out of it, or that she might be dateing someone else, which is alright if that is what she wants to do, i jsut wish i knew. And i cna't ask her, because she has a short temper (eventhough she is so amasing when she gets pissed). I get happy everytime i see her, and i guess i'm not smooth enough to catch on to hints that he wants out. But now a days it seems the less attention i give her, the more she wants to be around, is that some type of game, or is tht just the kind of person she is? I'm so confused, perhaps if i jsut don't think about it everything will work itself out.
I've never been that patient, and i'm afriad if i give her all the leway in the world that it will go down in flames, just like my last quazi dating thing.
Ahhhhhhh, good times.
Later