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okay... i decided to quit smoking again. Dana is my biggest influence. i feel like i am hiding things from her when i smoke... coming home with a mint in my mouth, windows down airing out my car, removing my sweatshirt so she couldn't smell the smoke... but.. she always knew. more dissapointment.
i came home and tore my smokes in half and threw them away. sure i can alway buy another pack... but it is really hard to throw something like that away. i might have said/thought well i can keep them somewhere just in case.
my second influence is Melissa. when i quit like two months ago it helped her quit too (congrats) but i wasn't stong enough but now her quitting made me wanna quit too.
well lets just do this and be strong. i dont wanna die any earlier than i have to. i liked being able to run up the stairs without having to catch my breath.
by the way... happy holidays... merry christmakkah!!
eh time for MTV's "Pimp my Ride"... Dana is waiting for me..
i came home and tore my smokes in half and threw them away. sure i can alway buy another pack... but it is really hard to throw something like that away. i might have said/thought well i can keep them somewhere just in case.
my second influence is Melissa. when i quit like two months ago it helped her quit too (congrats) but i wasn't stong enough but now her quitting made me wanna quit too.
well lets just do this and be strong. i dont wanna die any earlier than i have to. i liked being able to run up the stairs without having to catch my breath.
by the way... happy holidays... merry christmakkah!!
eh time for MTV's "Pimp my Ride"... Dana is waiting for me..