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So, I know I've extolled the virtues of Pandora Internet Radio on here many, many times before, but I've found a flaw: there's a terrible selection of classical music. I've ended up with a bunch of Christmas music derived from my basis of my classical playlist on Tchaikovsky. I HATE CHRISTMAS MUSIC!!!! The only Christmas-type music that I can stand is the Nutcracker, the Ukranian bell carol (aka Carol of the Bells), and God Rest Ye Merry Gentlemen. Death to Christmas! Death death death death death! I hate the joy and the bells and the fake happiness and glittery cotton "snow" and plastic trees. It's all plastic. Everything is plastic. It's almost as bad as Valentine's Day in that you have to spend money proportionally to how much you care about someone. I mean, I like a little bit of Christmas, and I really love buying gifts for people. I don't mind trimming the tree and wrapping cute little presents with ribbons and little bows. But I'm really feeling overexposed to Christmas, and I'm sorry, if you're as stressed out and depressive as I've been lately, the ambience of forced "joy" doesn't exactly help. Maybe I'm just a grinch, but hey, the Grinch was a cool guy.
So, I'm writings this in between cramming for Bio and Latin. I'm having a slight panic attack because I'M GOING TO FAIL. I'm seriously going to fail Bio because I'm too fucking stupid to do the labs correctly, and Latin because my teacher isn't qualified to teach it. (Yes, Emilie, blame it on the teacher. It's always someone else's fault, now isn't it? Bitch.). I hate school.