Mar 25, 2011 06:06
I wish nothing but ill fate
To those who have and will
Waste my time
And attempt to steal parts of my life
For I Deserve better
And will do everything in my power
To assure MY PLACE IN THE WORLD
AND MY LIFE HAS BOTH MEANING AND PURPOSE
ADMIST THIS WASTELAND CALLED LIFE
FILLED WITH CHEAP THRILLS AND GARBAGE FOR PEOPLE
NO, NOT ALL PEOPLE ARE BAD
BUT SO MANY ARE JUST....
THINGS
WALKING-THINGS!
SHELLS OF A SOUL!
CORPSES WITH CREDIT CARDS
MONEY MAKING MINDLESS MINIONS
There is only so much
A man can take
Before
He
Pushes
Back
The Devil spoke to me recently
He made a pretty good offer
But I told him
I was gonna try my own way first
Though I'd keep his offer
In mind..
I've been writing a lot more lately
A lot more
For the past few months
It use to be a once in awhile thing
Now its more of an average thing
Not All the time
But Parts of it
Not Some Times
But Sometimes
Ya know?
Playing clutch probably isn't gonna help put me to sleep
Nope
Probably isn't
Brisk Ice Tea seems to be my most recent and favorite drink as of late
I just opened a bottle and took a sip
It tasted...heavenly
So I took another
I wonder of how things will progress from here..
I wonder how things will go
I wonder if she'll ever feel for me again
By which I mean Her
Not She
Although..
No
No, don't even think about it
I know she wont
And I know for certain..
Well not certain
But Still!
I miss Her...
I can't help but continue to ask myself the same damned question over and over again in my head
Is it Her that I truly have so much feeling for
Or is it the Regret, of having never even tried...
I don't want to think about it anymore
Or Her
Or She
So I wont
So there
Like usual, my insomia is in full gear
Like usual, at a friends place
Oh Tyler Tyler Tyler...
Will you ever learn to sleep
Aside from your own bed
Of which you don't always sleep at before late also!
You bad bad boy..
Shit
I gotta stop talking like that
Starting to turn myself on
Hahahahahah
Writing
writing
writing?
Writing
writing
Writing.